I've never been a depressed person. Now I started smoking at a young age and was up to a pack a day by 13 or so. Whenever I'd quit without replacement of some sort, I'd get horribly depressed. Even when I was strictly vaping alone, the depression would rear it's ugly head once sending me back to analogs, which makes me realize it is the maoi's I need. I added snus to my vaping, and no more depression. I'm back to my crazy, happy self again which is great.
Has anyone else experienced this? I'm wondering if I was depressed as a kid (don't remember, but much before the age of 7 or 8 is pretty fuzzy at best) and have been self medicating all these years. Not that I want to get off the nic and maoi's, I'm perfectly happy with my little addictions and will not get rid of them for some big pharma solution that may cause suicidal ideation or worse. Just curious is all.
Has anyone else experienced this? I'm wondering if I was depressed as a kid (don't remember, but much before the age of 7 or 8 is pretty fuzzy at best) and have been self medicating all these years. Not that I want to get off the nic and maoi's, I'm perfectly happy with my little addictions and will not get rid of them for some big pharma solution that may cause suicidal ideation or worse. Just curious is all.