so good to see you here Taylor!
big doings in my corner of the universe... my big baby is moving out.. to her Dad's.. he lives in the same town as Shaneguide- more work opportunities, more for her to do, a bus system.. I am sad.. but also excited- everyone has always had their own spaces but me.. Andy has the band room, the girls have had their own bedrooms.. but Mum is stuck cramming all her stuff in various closets and a corner of the basement.. and thankfully, this changes! Rylie's room will be my office/guestroom.. I'll have real windows with sunshine and fresh air!! a ceiling fan! a place to have all my stuff in one place, and organized and I am so excited..
dropped down to 6-8 shifts a month on the overnights- seriously melting my brain.. looking for a part-time weekend job for the summer- Taryn goes to her dad's Friday to Tuesday- I'm going to spend the days she's here with her and doing stuff, and working as much as I can manage otherwise..
my brain is gorgeous.. bloodwork negative/normal.. got in to see the neurologist last Friday, she doesn't think this is neurological, but nerve damage or some muscle issue, so EEG and EMG scheduled in July with a follow-up the same week. my new primary physician wants to see me every two weeks to sort out all my records and timeline and get this figured out.. I won't go into the appointment with the "house" social worker, but it was a doozy and I won't be seeing her again.
I'm around.. I'm back in lurking mode while I straighten out and find a good groove to settle into.. I'm totally into controlled chaos.. but otherwise it doesn't suit me. I need more structure and consistency than I've had..
hope all are fantastic! if we're friends on the fbook expect lots of sarcasm, do not take me seriously.. I'm in a discord phase, solace is soon to follow.
