What was your "final straw" moment?

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cherewine

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Unfortunately, I never really had anything make me come to the “last straw” conclusion to quit analogs, but felt compelled to tell my (long-winded) story when I saw this post. I came really close when I found out that my mom had pancreatic cancer, which the cancer doctor said was most often due to heavy smoking and/or drinking. She was a smoker her whole life (died at age 61) but had quit smoking 3 years prior to getting the cancer. I also had a couple of friends who had relatives or friends who died from cancer after quitting 3 years PRIOR to getting it! So, I asked my mothers doctor, if I quit, will it keep me from getting cancer or am I too going to be on a 3 year “time clock” if I do? He told me that if I had quit before 35 years old (I was 45 at the time), I could have possibly saved myself from getting some kind of cancer down the road; however, NOW, the groundwork has been laid and its just a matter of WHAT will “trigger” the cancer cells in my body. WELL, that just made up my mind that I might as well just do what I enjoyed doing and take my chances because I was damned if I quit and damned if I didn't! Today, at over 50 years old, I no longer enjoyed smoking analogs like I used to, the prices were skyrocketing, everywhere I was going I wasn't allowed to smoke (making me feel like I had some disease that was communicable!), my work went no smoking (a BAR!) and it was too damned cold to go out on the porch and smoke this year (I quit smoking in my house last year; repainted the whole place, shampooed all carpeting, washed EVERYTHING that could possibly have smoke smell in it...which was EVERYTHING!). A casual acquaintance stopped at my work and told me to try out her new e-cig. I did, and was mildly amused by it. For the next couple of days, that darned e-cig kept popping into my brain! I thought, that thing tasted pretty darned good and if I had something like that, I wouldn't have to stand out on the cold porch and smoke all the time! So, the following week I ordered myself a starter kit (V4L). I loved it from day one, and found myself not even wanting an analog by the third week...but not intentionally TRYING to quit. It just HAPPENED...LIKE MAGIC! My only dilemma now is that there isn't a day that passes that I don't think, “when that 3 year mark comes, can I expect to get cancer because I quit smoking cigarettes?” (I'll only be 58 then) But don't get me wrong...I don't plan to ever go back to analogs as I enjoy vaping SO MUCH MORE than I EVER did the nasty sticks, so I'll take my chances.
 
I never even considered vaping until a bookkeeping client of mine told me she wouldn't use my services again if her papers came back smelling of smoke (I do this work from home, so having a cig when necessary never seemed like a problem.)

My actual final straw came a few weeks ago when after several days of no sleep, and smoking 2+ packs per day, I couldn't breathe and thought I was about to die. I picked up a cheap starter kit from a smoke shop near me, and a few days later got a 510 kit, and now I've only had 10 analogs since the first of the year, and no desire for more.
 

gjr1228

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i never had any intentions of really quitting myself, but had to for my wife and kid. i didnt have the stamina anymore to do the things we always did as a family and that bothered me. But i really did enjoy smoking analogs, and it was pretty much a big part of my everyday life, and everything i did was associated. i was a PAD smoker, and one day i tried the e-cig i saw at a local convenience shop, and havent had an analog since. i did venture on to a better ecig though after alot of research.
 

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@Free2BeMe,
This is something I hear now and again here. I honestly don't get the difference though. Are we not "slaves" to nic still? We traded vaping for smoking, a very smart move away from the grave for sure...but I vape just as often as I smoked, (if not more), as do many people. So now you wake up vaping, go to bed vaping ect...If you see what I mean? Healthier yes. Freedom from addiction? I hope I can say THAT someday, I don't have it right now. It's hard to achieve that true freedom.[/QUOTE

I would watch these shows about big tobacco (barely) I hated watching them because I KNEW they were making money from killing me. Those Truth would come on and I would want to crawl in a hole. How do you KEEP giving money to something that is killing you? I told my friend I was just putting a downpayment on my death every time I bought a pack. So I don't feel like a slave to that system anymore. Am I free from addiction? Heck no. But at least with this I am not lining the pockets of some CEO whose only desire is to get my money and basically kill me. I feel so much better not contributing to that anymore.
 

deejay187

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Mine was when my brother contracted Swine flu about a month ago, and it completely took over his lungs, induced coma for 2 weeks on a machine called ecmo (lung bypass), only given to patients as last resort when life support is not enough. He was very, very close to death.

He has now made a full recovery and has quit smoking.

The experience affected me in a big way, and decided i had to follow suit and quit.

Just completed my first week without analogs!! :)
 

toriL

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I started my journey Feb 2009, because I was tired of going out in the cold to smoke and smelling like an ashtray all the time. I continued to smoke a few analogs a week (or day depending), so I wasn't trying to quit outright.

The final straw -- Oct 1st one of my sisters went to have a biopsy/outpatient surgery - she'd had a bronchial infection that she couldn't shake. She died during the procedure and her autopsy showed her lungs were full of cancer. I knew then that those few a week would have to stop as well. I bought my last pack the first week of Dec. I smoked my last one on Dec 21st, it tasted like ....., so I threw the rest away and I haven't had a cigarette since.
 
I had ran out of analogs and cleaned the ashtrays earlier in the day. My daughter caught me digging through the trash looking for a ..... She looked at me real funny and said "what are you doing?" and I told her not to worry about what I was doing and she needed to just move along "nothing to see here." I got a mental image of how I looked right then and I was disgusted. I needed help and luckily I found this forum and finally decided to purchase the ego. Analog free for 3 days and kept $12 from the tobacco company. BY THE WAY< I did find one in the trash covered with coffee grounds and it tasted pretty good; so I ordered espresso from BWB>
 

PapaBloog

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I honestly don't get the difference though. Are we not "slaves" to nic still? We traded vaping for smoking, a very smart move away from the grave for sure...but I vape just as often as I smoked, (if not more), as do many people. So now you wake up vaping, go to bed vaping ect...If you see what I mean? Healthier yes. Freedom from addiction? I hope I can say THAT someday, I don't have it right now. It's hard to achieve that true freedom.

The reason why it's so hard to quit, at least in my case, wasn't due entirely to the nic addiction - but, the pleasure. You'd have to admit there is a certain degree of pleasure you get from smoking - as such, the way I look at it, I traded a harmful pleasure for a safer pleasure - and, for cheaper. After all, who needs freedom from pleasure? ;-)

I had ran out of analogs and cleaned the ashtrays earlier in the day. My daughter caught me digging through the trash looking for a ..... She looked at me real funny and said "what are you doing?" and I told her not to worry about what I was doing and she needed to just move along "nothing to see here." I got a mental image of how I looked right then and I was disgusted. I needed help and luckily I found this forum and finally decided to purchase the ego. Analog free for 3 days and kept $12 from the tobacco company. BY THE WAY< I did find one in the trash covered with coffee grounds and it tasted pretty good; so I ordered espresso from BWB>

LOL!
 

cynyc2

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For me it was the chronic bronchitis. The last time I had it, it lasted for months until I quit smoking. Well, with four kids, I need to be able to mellow a bit, and the cigarettes habit kicked back in after a few months. I now have the chronic bronchitis again. I can't breath. I cough - a lot (even if I haven't been smoking). It is just plain gross, embarrassing, and a pain in the buttocks. Thus the PV.
 

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BY THE WAY< I did find one in the trash covered with coffee grounds and it tasted pretty good; so I ordered espresso from BWB>

Now that's funny!!!! Good job.

I was really tired of being a slave to the stinkies.

I didn't like that I was making choices based on whether there would be an opportunity for me to take a smoke break.

The $$$ cost was getting to be ridiculous.

Two of my brothers quit smoking years ago and they both had smoked for 45+ years and have all kinds of health issues related to smoking. If they could then I should be able to.

I was tired of having to find a place to just relax and enjoy a smoke without freezing, getting wet, being glared at, and/or isolating myself from my non-smoking friends.

The final straw was discovering ECF and realizing that I was not alone in my struggles with smoking AND I could keep the act of smoking without the chemicals and stink and health challenges.
 
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wlp5

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No last straw for me. Actually, many but not really last. I tried cold turkey many times but failed miserably, then I was on gums etc. for like 6 months but went back to smoking 3 weeks after I stopped those.

Then, I was sort of not thinking about it but found ECF and I'm now into my day 3 without any serious troubles. In fact, I'm really liking it so far....
 

Kembial

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It's really been a near constant series of feeling like trash for the things the addiction drives me to.
I've scavenged SO many butts and halfies, I couldn't even begin to count. If I could light it and get it to draw, I'd smoke it. And the conversations you had to prop up around bumming a smoke always made me feel like scum. When I was out of cigs, or trying hard to quit, I'd turn into this brain-throbbing .... hunter. I've taken walks with the sole purpose of scoring some used treasure off the ground...
Lately, I've actually been finding myself getting ...... at the weather, because the rain and snow has ruined all the potential smokes I could score when I'm out and desperate.

Money... I'm constantly scrounging to buy the next pack, which leaves me with a lot of that "out" time, in between. I owe one of my children money that I'd "promised" to repay, taking it for the next pack. He has no more money, and I've never payed him back, yet. I've run out of gas on occasion, because I'd rather smoke than put something in the tank.

I'm pretty done with hating my quitting failures, and every disgusting thing I've done in the name of this habit.
 
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