Awww.. Ash. I am SO sad to hear this. I know your heart is SO heavy right now, and the pain feels impossible to bear. Your Mommaw is at peace now, she has left her pain and suffering behind, and now only those who loved her can feel it. I know that grief, and I wish I could help you carry it. But you'll soon know, it is better for us to carry it, than to leave it to those we love, so that WE don't have to. It doesn't make it any lighter to hold right now. We only get the suffering we can stand, and what we can't, gets taken away. Your Mommaw reached her limit, and God gave her mercy. SO hard for us to comprehend, especially in the moment, but the light of tomorrow will shine with understanding.. Prayers, and a shoulder for your tears, lady.