I wanted to quit for years, tried everything, could only slow down during my 3 pregnancies, and when hypnosis only lasted a few hours, I felt like, "how the heck am I gonna quit this nasty habit?? I just don't have it in me!" Nothing like feeling bad about yourself for doing something that you can't stop. I resigned myself to the fact that I was a smoker, had been a smoker since I was 17, always will be a smoker. *sigh*
Then, my favorite ex-sister-in-law died last year of lung cancer...they took the tumor out of her lung but it had already spread to her spine. She was only 48, with two of her kids still in high school. It is a horrible way to go and her passing was a relief - it was the end to her long and painful suffering. She was too good of a woman to have had to go through all of that...and her kids deserved to still have her around. Very sad and I miss her every single day. Yet...I kept smoking.
On a more positive note, when I got my much anticipated promotion at work earlier this year, I knew I had to find a way to quit. When you are now expected to go visit with clients and smelling like smoke or worse...perfume and smoke...was not considered professional or becoming - or so I was told. Crap! What to do...what to do...I remembered doing some online research about a year and a half ago about electronic cigarettes, but they had been kinda pricey. I thought to myself, "wonder if the prices have come down some?" Sure enough, they had. Since my $22/carton Misty Menthol Ultra Lights became my $42/carton Misty Menthol Silvers in the matter of a few months...I figured if I spent my $$ on ecigs and it worked, I might just stop this insane habit!
The rest is history...quit the day my Eluma arrived June 24th! I now have a KR8 and may just have to save my $$ to get a really kewl mod. I'm so hooked on vaping and those Mistys never tasted this good. My breathing has improved 500% and no more coughing attacks!! I smell better and can smell everything now...my car smells so bad to me now that I may go look for a new-to-me used car! My family and doctor is very happy that I have quit and so am I! The one frickin thing that I couldn't stop doing for 25 years - I can finally stop doing! Its very freeing and a huge boost to the old self-esteem. My favorite ex-sister-in-law would agree I think.