KETAMINE WORKS. For the love of god it passed enough trials that it is a LEGITIMATE TREATMENT.
I was freaking KIDDING when talking about freaking KETAMINE VAPING and if ONE MORE person LECTURES me or is all like, "Be careful" I am going to have to get upset. I AM NOT AN IDIOT IT WAS PURE, SLIGHLTY interested speculation.
Ketamine has cured some of the worst cases of treatment resistance out there, but the delivery method is a pain, the protocol is a pain, and I'M NOT interested right now.
I have HITCHED my cart firmly to Lithium. It gave me dentures at the age of 33, it KILLED MY thyroid, believe me I am ALL IN. My last decade with lithium has been PURE HEAVEN.
If it ever freaking kills my kidneys which I sincerely hope it won't I will take a look at the best options out there one of which is EMSAM which is a NON -MAOI that bypasses all the dangerous drug interactions by being a transdermal patch only the FDA refused to let the drug companies LABEL it that way so a lot of dumb psychiatrists think it's the devil. Or whatever else is interesting around that time.
It will take MONTHS of research and whatnot, because frankly EVERY drug meeting EVERY brain is a freaking DRUG trial. I could go NUTS on Emsam, I might become the Virgin Mary on Ketamine WHO THE HELL KNOWS.
Just SHUT up about ketamine already and kindly accept that when in comes to psychiatric drugs and their effects on ME and OTHERS ! I know more than the lot of you COMBINED.
ARGH.
I am sorry okay? BUT I have a MSW, the kind of bipolar that kills most people and I've worked in this field for decades PLEASE leave me alone I have had drug reactions that put me on the burn unit, followed by a FULLY unwanted abortion due to the UNSAFE for pregnancy meds that put me in the burn unit to begin with "the safe ones" I REALLY DON'T want to debate this.
IF or WHEN I leave lithium and try ketamine you will all be the LAST to know. I promise. Because I will be on my MED forums. Jesus.
Twits. There are no safe spaces, and you figure out what works by FAILING drug after drug after drug until you can go from mere survival, to happiness.
ALL you are doing is making me reflect on what would happen if I had to give up lithium. PLEASE stop. IF there is ONE consolation to getting on lithium LATE in life is that I might DIE on it.
Jesus.
Anna