My husband quit and said that nicotine withdrawal is nothing like the withdrawal you experience from the other chemicals in the cigs. So I am expecting it to be a little harder than I thought. I also have come off a serious addiction to drugs, I am not ashamed anymore since I have overcome it. I am two years clean off ....... and to me, cigarettes and alcohol are the final crutch and could send me into oblivion, which scares the hell outta me. So I never even made an effort to quit, no way did I wanna relapse. So I allowed myself this one thing, and now I cant take it anymore... My bronchials are irritated I get bronchitis almost once every year or two.. now is the time. I am so glad there are those on this forum who get it and can help me through the transition. It is AWESOME!
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Whit, having been in your shoes, I had the same fears. It took over 20 years of misery (I entered rehab the first time when I was 21) to whitle it down to just the smokes and it's the one thing I felt I couldn't bear to walk away from. The PV made it almost easy, it just wasn't enough in the long run. I suspect, though I'll never know nor does it really matter, that as a newborn with problems that required me to undergo many surgeries between the ages of 6 months to 6 years, all the anesthetics and pain killers that were given to me played a good part in the future addiction problems. I've always and will always live with a certain amount of anxiety, and the depressive undertones are always willing to come out of it's hiding place. I've accepted that, but I won't live under its thumb. After leaving smokes behind and my body being unable to claim a normal mental balance, my choices were antidepressants or smokeless tobacco. Having gone through a long grocery list of antidepressants in the past, I wanted no part of the associated side-effects. I tried the Swedish snus and it didn't take long for the relaxation to set in. I'd challenge any smoker to enjoy a cigarette the way I can enjoy a PV while using snus. Not only do I get the same feeling of calm and a focused mind, but it goes a lot deeper than a cigarette can go. Satisfaction at it best. Keep this in mind if you struggle with your PV