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[quittin4mykids]

COngrats Daisy!!!

I am SOOOO tired today- and sore- I found out JUST how weak 11 and 12 boys could be- And just how much a 120QT cooler weighs when full! I am just thankful we have a tractor with a front end loader- Its a lifesavor!! I still do have a half ton of feed to unload- but first I have to cook supper- I have already had mine- 4 chilidogs. now I am vaping smelling me some tastyfinger ;-)

 

[leannebug]

CONGRATS DAISY D!!!!!

Has anyone started you a thread yet?? (can I?? Can I?? canI??)

 

[loxmythe]

CONGRATS DAISY D!!!!!

Has anyone started you a thread yet?? (can I?? Can I?? canI??)

(yes) (yes) (yes)
Please do

 

[sensay]

I am having a really tough day! Tomorrow will be 4 years since my dad committed suicide. I lost my best friend to suicide as well less than 1 month after my dad. This time of year is so hard! All the whys and what ifs come back .... I keep thinking as time goes by it will get easier but it just doesn't. The tears just wont stop today... Sorry to bother you all with this but Ive been struggling today and had to get it out! I knew I could trust you guys with it! <3

 

[pchela]

((Sensay))

I'm so sorry. I don't know what to tell you to make it better but my thoughts are with you.

 

[sensay]

((Sensay))

I'm so sorry. I don't know what to tell you to make it better but my thoughts are with you.

thanks so much hun! it really means alot ! (((pchela)))

 

[beebopnjazz]

(((hugs))) sensay. I haven't a clue as to what to say to you to make it any easier for you - wish I did. But my thoughts are with you.

 

[keyzygirl]

We love you Sensay and we are here for you.Lots of (((((Hugs and love)))))

 

[sensay]

(((hugs))) sensay. I haven't a clue as to what to say to you to make it any easier for you - wish I did. But my thoughts are with you.

thank u sweetie! I know its one of those things where there really isnt much one can say... I really just had to get it out, Its just me and the kiddos here today, Ive been hiding in the bathroom when the tears come. And trying to act like everything is fine in front of them... It has been so hard. I knew my pif fam would understand!

 

[sensay]

We love you Sensay and we are here for you.Lots of (((((Hugs and love)))))

thank you so much keyzy! <3 sending the love right back to you!

 

[beebopnjazz]

We do! We're family- we're here for ya!

 

[leannebug]

Oh senny ((((((((hugs))))))). I'm sooooooo sorry honey. Wish I knew something to say that would take all the pain away. Love you lots xoxoxox


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[daisyd]

((((Sensay)))) I lost my best friend to suicide two years ago. My heart goes out to you. Hopefully we can both find peace with our losses. You are not alone.

 

[sensay]

Oh senny ((((((((hugs))))))). I'm sooooooo sorry honey. Wish I knew something to say that would take all the pain away. Love you lots xoxoxox


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love u too buggy! thank u hunny

 

[sensay]

((((Sensay)))) I lost my best friend to suicide two years ago. My heart goes out to you. Hopefully we can both find peace with our losses. You are not alone.

Oh Daisy I am so sorry! It is such a hard thing to come to terms with! thank you for posting sweetie!

 

[Mayasveil]

Sensay!!!!!!!!!!! I feel your pain woman. I too lost my sister and mother to suicide. One never knows what to say. It does get better. For me, when ever I felt sad, I would think of something that made them smile. Soon, I found "we" would sweetly smile together. Sending good thoughts your way. In Sisterhood ... MV

 

[leannebug]

<snip>

The world turns in mysterious ways!
Congrats to your Aunt! What a nice suprise
I am now infertile due to medical issues, but would give anything for another Baby.
My youngest is 10!I still hope every month for a Miracle!

Just doing a little reading, and saw this. Didn't Redgirl say something along the same lines, right before she found out she was PG too? Better watch what ya say on a PIF thread gals!!

 

[librarising]

((Sensay))I am so sorry that you're in pain. Sending lots of love and light your way.

 

[quittin4mykids]

((((9sensay))))) I am SOOOO Sorry- I have no words that will make the pain go away- Due to the two losses of life last week- all last week i was like that- crying at the drop of a hat and sometimes throwing the hat myself.
I cant imagine how hard this week is on you. Your loss is beyond words for me- xoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxo

I am still having my bad days- but I did blog about it, and found when I did, it made it better- But for me, writing down my anger, agervation and sadness always makes it better- But I still have bad days about my grandmother. on those days I try to write a blog about her that makes me laugh- Most times I dont publish them, because they are not what most folks read my blog for, but I do have them

You dont have to do it in public, write it in letter form and seal the letter- write ALL your feelings down- thats what i used to do before computers. Boy did I tell my family off more than once. LOL .

 

[Darkwitless]

{{{{Sensay}}}} Can't imagine what it's like to survive those kinds of losses. It's ok for your kids to know you're sad - and when your not sad. It helps them learn that feelings are ok and real. Go ahead cry if you want to. Let them know you're sad but will be ok after you let it out and share it. Kids understand happy and sad better than we do. So sorry for your losses. :-(