Chit Chattin away!

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grandmato5

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Hello from sunny Ft lauderdale :) Our flight here was uneventful and we're having a great time ! Laying in the sun by the pool right now with a rum and coke in hand :D Got our beach bar/restaurant picked out for enjoying the SuperBowl later.

May have a new e-cig convert as the hotel owner is very interested. When we come back after the cruise gonna let him have a PV for the day to really get the feel for using one. Only wish I had some higher mg juice with me for him to use, but at least he'll be able to get a good feel for if he could make the switch. My fingers are crossed that he can.

Miss you guys. Have fun and behave yourselves while I'm gone (((hugs))) Dont have too much fun without me ;) :p
 

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I did it all by myself...and I'm sure it shows :glare: Still have to put a big door in it and some shelves for her to lay out on and more toys, but my hands hurt too bad to even try it today.


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Also, yesterday sucked. :glare: Beth and I had a fight and I have been smoking for two days. :facepalm: Don't worry, I'll stop when my juice gets here, hopefully tomorrow. I'm all mad at myself and still kinda mad/hurt at Beth. "This too shall pass" right?
 
Truth is Chelle2, I smoked the day I put my dog down in december. I drove by where we bought our first house that burned down (in 05) on the way, ( I dont usually go past there), then I had to take my first ever baby to the vet. alone. Hubby had given him to me when they told me I couldnt have kids. He was a year older than my oldest son- and had been with us through everything.

I just didnt deal well- I was feeling sorry for myself. I should have been stronger- adn of course when hubby found out, he just made me feel worse- I especially loved the "I thought WE were past this cigerette crap" He has never said a wor4d about me quitting- other than how much money I wasted in the last 20 years. .....

Now, everytime I get mad at him, I want a cig- NOT because I really want one, but because I know it will piss him off and I guess I want to hurt him... LOL Yes- I am a vindictive .....-

So, do like Lox says- take a mulligan- I refused to admit it- noone even knows except y'all know. I fell, I know that- BUT, I am NOT redoing my counter- I slipped, but I got back up. and I have not given in since then.
 

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Chelle - I'd smack you if I could - not for the smoke, but for feeling so crappy about it! Move on chickee, move on.

It's a new day.

Give Beth a hug (you know you want to even if you're mad and hurt) Take a deep breath and start again. We all say and do things we shouldn't to those we love the most. It's the toddler in us...you know the one that screams I hate you - because they know it's safe...we'd never leave the toddler and always forgive her. I wish we didn't do it to the people we love, but we do. We're human and imperfect.

Tomorrow is another day. A Better day. If only because the sun shines, or the rain falls, or someone gives us a hug, or we give someone a hug. {{hug}}
 

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Beth and I made up. :D

I'm done being mean to myself for smoking. :D

I love you all more than I can ever express. :D

My child suddenly grew 2 inches. Off to get her some new clothes. Have a wonderful day PIF!

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