see y'all make me feel bad- sitting here tonight I just realized that I had to bake 800 cookies or 30 pound cakes to make desserts for a benefit BBQ next week for one of our 4H kids who had surgery and was feeling sorry for myself, since its gonna be a LONG week with my dad coming in, driving over an hour back to the city for more supplies for the BBQ, planning a birthday party, doing training with the kids AND working the BBQ all day on friday, PLUS doing my real jobs, I was sorta pissy about it. BUT, I realize that I do it because I do LOVE to give, and try to give when I can, where I can, and I am just cranky... so, I am going to suck it up, be thankful that it wasnt my child who was sick enough for surgery and do all I can to support and help them.
Now, I think i am gonna go to bed, cause I have GOT to start getting up early again- hubby has been off ALL week and when he is off I am bad about staying up late and sleeping late too- NOT good- it screws up my whole day, plus on Tuesday (Hopefully) hubby will be back to work- if they can get his truck fixed and I will end up not getting ANY sleep if I go to bed at 2am Monday night and get up at 4:30 Tuesday. . LOL