I cant go back.... My stepmoms health isnt to great and my dad needs me. Its offical, we're seperated for that and the i.l. Issue
MrsW, many of us have been in similar situations, and understand the hurt, dilemma and confusion you now feel. I'm so sorry you have to go
thru that.
Ain't nuthin' we can say, but it hurts...and it will get better, if you let it.
You've taken this step because 'something' within you spoke so strongly, that you could not ignore it. That 'something' is your highest
sense of 'self', so I'm envisioning that you'll find the strength to embrace it...and it seems as if that's what you're doing.
I make no predictions about tomorrow, nor judgements about how your present situation 'should' resolve...but I trust in YOUR ability to sort it out calmly and thoughtfully, after you've had time to weigh the pluses and minuses. I've re-read a number of your posts, and have every reason to believe you're OK...in spite of how you may feel in this present moment.
As Winston Churchill said, "When you're going
through Hell...KEEP GOING!"
That means, DON'T STOP IN HELL...MOVE ON to a BETTER place. With a little luck - and a lotta love - your sweetie will follow. If not, you're STILL in a better place!
We don't know each other, 'cept through words, but I like you, and I'm holding you in a special place in my thoughts...and asking Life to treat you kindly, cuz you need it right now.
Gotcha in my prayerz!
