OK. Results from the taste tests tonight. Here is what I learned.
1) I have to order more pre-made juice before I run out of my favorites.
2) I literally cannot taste the difference between any of the flavor percentages.
3) I cannot tell if I like any of them or not.
4) I realized that the "20 drop" test does not work because I run out of drops before I really know anything.
5) I am using a HH 357 which might be the wrong atty for this kind of thing.
6) I am going to have to make at least 3ml of all the flavors
7) I will probably run out of flavors before I figure out what I want, and then I will be out of flavors.
8) I now cleaned about 20 bottles and have to wait to do anything before I do anything else.
9) I made a mess testing everything.
10) as badly as I want to, I might just not be able to pull this off. I appreciate all the support, but may just have to realize that no matter how persistent, some people might just not be cut out for this kind of thing.
I want to do this. I cannot explain how difficult this is for me. I think I am a somewhat intelligent person. I have run a successful business for over 9 years, but I just might not be able to grasp this. I am filled with mixed emotions. I know I am a decently bright person. I just am not sure I can do this. Everyone has talents and skills in different areas. This just might not be mine.
Los Mauauder I appreciate your support and do not want to let you down. To the rest who have helped, all of you, I appreciate it. I have not totally given up, but just might be close.
I am frustrated. I do not however want anyone to feel sorry for me. That is not my intention in posting this. I just wanted to let all of you know where I was at. This is not a "feel sorry for myself" kind of post.