wh0! Thanks! Yes I did. I got one at about 3:30. Have an order number, but my cc hasn't been charged yet. I'm not worried though. I'm running on about 90 minutes sleep. Going to be a long day at work for sure!
I just went back and re-read everything posted from midnight until just now. Wow. It stirred up the same emotion and feelings as it did when I was going through it. My heart was beating hard just re-reading everything. It was a long night to say the least. I just had to go back and see what I missed. I missed A LOT apparently. The support from the senior members was just incredible. I whined in here for days, should I, shouldn't I, waaa waa waaa. They all said "go for it" I had to try at least. Then I see K-man, out of nowhere saying "did Ian get his yet?" and vicsan saying she hadn't seen me post in a while. I was watching and thinking, in the middle of all this chaos, the other members are wondering how I fared? I don't know where else you're going to find a group like this. I'm touched, seriously. Of course, it wasn't just for me either, bluswatch and I were neck and neck, and they encouraged her too. Kingzcross (sorry about spelling) saved my .....
I sympathize with Zen too, I hope he does look at the positive side of this. So, it wasn't the smoothest of sailing, but the boat pulled away from the dock, teetered a bit, yet stayed afloat. It was encouraging first effort. I'm sure things will get better. I don't want to see him get discouraged either. Its a nice thing he does for us.
Honestly, this place is really just a gem. If you come in, read up, don't get all herp derp, you just get welcomed right in by the seniors. A huge thanks to all of you who encouraged me and the others. You all contribute so much, and we all appreciate it.
I can't wait to catch up with K-man this morning! In less then a week he's become like my bestest online friend. He's even Canadian!
