But people are angry... really really angry.
They behave in a fashion that make animals appear to be civilized. They are Angry, Broken people.
Animals are civilized. They are not jealous, angry, or feel that they need to have something better than the others, or have it sooner than the others. These people (if you could call them that) behave like those who start wars.
And yet I feel compassion for them. I wish I could help them see that they are seething with anger, and that they should learn how to purge themselves of that poison. That they should open their eyes and have a hard look at how others see them.
I have dealt with a few of these myself, and even tried to help them. They are beyond help, they see themselves as better than all the rest. They think they deserve better than everyone else, and they think they deserve it first!!! These people are the ones who will die alone!!! They will not have those that care at their bedside when it is time for them to go. They will be alone!
But it doesn't matter what I think!
I believe it does matter what you think, because when this stops being fun for you, your heart will no longer be in it. I only hope that the nice comments and customers are enough to outweigh the bullies who feel the world owes them more than everyone else.
If it makes them feel better, I can take it, I guess.
You should never have to take it!!! I hope you have thick enough skin to protect that miraculous brain and heart of yours. For without you there would be no Zenisis.
There's nothing more I can say or do that will help.
There is nothing more that you need to say to these people. They feel an overwhelming need to stir up $h*t, to cause trouble, to stand out in a crowd. They have a need to be put upon a pedestal and worshiped. By responding to them, they feel they have won something. So please, do not waste your time helping them feel better about themselves, they are so greedy that they think you are criticizing them in a bad way and it just fuels their anger.
I just want to make some great PVs and sell them to nice people that will appreciate them, without 5% of the people behaving like spoiled children.
Is that too much to ask?
Please, I hope, that you can keep your focus on this. That is all that we want from you. That has always been your focus from the start. (yes I have been reading and following this from the start, I just do not post much) It really sadened me to hear that you were angry or hurt about what these non-people said about you. I hope that you will accept a virtual hug from me, and clear your mind and be free to focus on what you set out to do in the first place.
I wish you well, Zen~, and I can't wait to order my Zenesis Pro when they are ready.
((((HUGZ))))),
Kathy
