It seems like yesterday and a thousand years ago at the same time.... I have these vague memories of craving/liking the smell of
tobacco, even being proud of being a smoker... but now it's like it's someone else's memories, you know? I'm so disconnected from that mindset, I can't even relate to it... I remember it as an event or events that happened in my past, but I don't relate to whatever it was I was feeling at the time, so when I replay those memories in my mind, it's almost like I'm watching some stranger.
