I still check in there some. But, posting there is way over my head. And, I even had to stop reading there as often. My rule is, stop reading when I feel an anxiety attack coming on. Then, stay away for at least a week.
I have a similar problem with that area; I either get frantic with anxiety, or completely enraged. I have to consult my "tolerance for stupid BS" meter before I read anything in that area.
DC2, if it's meant to be, you don't really need to buy a ticket. You'll find the winning ticket that someone else bought and dropped in the parking lot.
Joke:
Man watches lottery drawing every night, constantly praying, "let me win the lottery, let me win the lottery." This goes on for sometime... till finally, there's a booming, echoing voice: "Meeeeet Meeeee Haaaalfwaaaaay.... Buyyyyy a ticketttttt!"
Andria