Life's not always easy

[Lordron's_Drag]

This thread may be out of place but I feel like reaching out. I'm a drug addict I have not used for almost 3 years, until recently. It's unfortunate but I'm also skitzo effectivel Wich means I'm bi polar skitzophranic. Anyway I haven't been taking my meds, I relasped then had a meltdown, leading to CPS getting involved. Well if I don't go the crisis center and be evaluated I will not be allowed to see my kids. So off I go this is round 6 with the funny farm

ps no vaping allowed but for my baby's I'll do anything .Wish me luck my fellow vapornaughts

 

[Lordron's_Drag]

This thread may be out of place but I feel like reaching out. I'm a drug addict I have not used for almost 3 years, until recently. It's unfortunate but I'm also skitzo effectivel Wich means I'm bi polar skitzophranic. Anyway I haven't been taking my meds, I relasped then had a meltdown, leading to CPS getting involved. Well if I don't go the crisis center and be evaluated I will not be allowed to see my kids. So off I go this is round 6 with the funny farm View attachment 804477 ps no vaping allowed but for my baby's I'll do anything .Wish me luck my fellow vapornaughts

 

[440BB]

Hope you can get a handle on this, one day at a time. Good luck!

 

[My Batt Hurts]

Best of luck!

 

[Anise]

I've been there and its not easy but if you have something to work for (seeing your kids) you can do this. Inpatient isn't forever and just think how much you'll enjoy your vape when you get home. Good luck! You got this!

 

[Lordron's_Drag]

Yes ty guys it will definitely knock my socks off I'll have a hella nic buzz

 

[Frenchfry1942]

Have you actually worked the Twelve Steps?

 

[Lordron's_Drag]

No 12 steps

 

[Lordron's_Drag]

I've been through several rehabilitation deals in prison and on parole.

 

[Lordron's_Drag]

At the end of the day it's a personal chose it's not a disease that's just a excuse to relapse. Most people that I know where I'm from are either on something or judgemental. So my best option is to be deamed sane enough to be around my children. Then remove myself from this place and start over my wife says she's done that she's doing this because she loves me will always be there for me, just not as my wife but as the father of her children. the picture is from last year I was my daughter's tball coach.

 

[DeloresRose]

I wish you all the best.

 

[vapdivrr]

you have a beautiful child there , good luck.

 

[greek mule]

Hold on,you can do it for your kids.. best luck!

 

[Lordron's_Drag]

Thanks I really appreciate it

 

[Lordron's_Drag]

Here is Bobo, Benjamin bocephus that's my little homie my wife has been instructed on his sleep, when he wakes up crying hit my vape no power just take a empty drag he will think I'm laying down and go back to sleep

 

[Cobra Kai]

Good luck friend! Breaks my heart to read this; just my 2 cents but don't be too hard on yourself as you go through "the process" again, stay focused on helping yourself so you can help your loved one's. I'll be praying for you, as I'm sure everyone else here will too! Life happens and we can't let it kill us, you'll persevere just like you have before. Take care & good luck!

 

[chellie]

Nice looking family. You have not used in 3 years which is fantastic. Congrats on that. I know that life can be hard! I hope this 6th trip will help you. I know someone with similar issues and his biggest problem is that he goes on meds and is fine. Because he feels fine he does not want to take the meds anymore and says the meds make him not able to really feel anything so he stops. Then -- boom --- more issues.

Your girls look happy and they need and want their parents so my good thoughts are with you.

I never understood why most recovery centers make you stop everything. Sometimes we all need something and vaping is, in my opinion, much better than many other things.

Good luck - much success!

 

[chellie]

I responded on the other thread Life's not always easy - I guess they need to be merged. Here's my thoughts ..

"Nice looking family. You have not used in 3 years which is fantastic. Congrats on that. I know that life can be hard! I hope this 6th trip will help you. I know someone with similar issues and his biggest problem is that he goes on meds and is fine. Because he feels fine he does not want to take the meds anymore and says the meds make him not able to really feel anything so he stops. Then -- boom --- more issues.

Your girls look happy and they need and want their parents so my good thoughts are with you.

I never understood why most recovery centers make you stop everything. Sometimes we all need something and vaping is, in my opinion, much better than many other things.

Good luck - much success!"

 

[bombastinator]

GL. You’re kids are beautiful. Got to take the meds. Always.

 

[Lordron's_Drag]

Off I go I'll catch you guys later thank you so much