Hola ..
The last several days I've just plain out and out had the Blues .. too many thoughts of "What's it all matter, anyway ..??" .. just going
thru the motions of Life as needed ..
I know I'll pull out of it, I always do .. the onset of Fall and the coming of Old Man Winter never helps things .. another year coming to a close ..
A friends small dog died suddenly of a heart attack last week .. the dog had been her constant companion since it was a pup, for 12 years .. she had it cremated and kept the cremains .. I was surprised at how emotional she was over the whole thing .. it was like she had lost a child .. in retrospect, I suppose, in a way, she had .. since her husband had passed and her kids had scattered around the Country and only visiting periodically ..
I guess loneliness can be replaced by even such a small thing .. because, as long as you get unconditional Love, it fills a void .. and, when it's gone, the void then remains ..