Pfft! The great side for me is the ability to hyperfocus.
Wow on your nic levels before... I'm doing 12 mg during day and 10 mg at night. Actually 2 days of 10 mg straight since I've been vaping one liquid for once. With 12 mg at night, have a hard time sleeping.
When did you use the patch?
I used the patch when i first quit, for over a month. I would put one on every morning after I took a shower and leave it on all day and sleep with it on. In the morning there would still be enough nicotine left in it to keep me going until I put a new one on. If you are really addicted to smoking like I was, it's a great way to go. just be prepared for some wild dreams at night.
So am familiar with the wild dreams.