My story...I come from both parents who smoked so it was only natural from an early age that I would pick them up. I remember at the age of 5 picking them up and playing with them and almost catching the carpet on fire, of course I got spanked. About once a year after that I would sneak them and play around with them and pretend, until I was in middle school, around the age of 12 I guess when I took my first enhale and nearly choked to death LOL. After that I was more of a social smoker or once every now and again when I could sneak one or two out of my parents packs.
It wasn't until I moved out into my first apartment that I felt something was missing. After about couple of weeks on my own it dawned on me that my house was missing all the floating smoke in the air that I would stare through, my apartment was to clean smelling and nothing to watch the sun catch the different plums of smoke and watch it move through the air. So I picked them up again and I loved it. I felt whole again, I know that sounds strange but it was another part of me that I had found again.
After 15 years of not hiding the fact that I smoke or sneaking my parents cigs I have found ecigs on my own and I love it more. Because I can do it in my house again, I feel better and though I can't really taste a whole lot of the flavor in the juice I know it's there and every now and again I do get a hint of the flavor.
But today I learn that my vendor is closing shop for awhile. I know it's suppose to be until they figure out the credit card issue or they find another way to accept payments, it could be something else that I don't know of, but what if they don't. What if the government shuts it all down...I'm scared...I've never done illegal drugs but I'm sitting here picturing this being the next illegal drug. Here I go, down to the local corner "hey, I need 5ml" Dealer: 10 bucks. Me: "what? last week was only 5"....Will it come to this? If so, how far off from this are we? I can't go back to analogs, for many reasons.
I am sorry that this is long winded, but I just wanted other to know (IF they share my same worries) that they are not alone, and IF I am the only one...well then I'm sorry I wasted your time.
It wasn't until I moved out into my first apartment that I felt something was missing. After about couple of weeks on my own it dawned on me that my house was missing all the floating smoke in the air that I would stare through, my apartment was to clean smelling and nothing to watch the sun catch the different plums of smoke and watch it move through the air. So I picked them up again and I loved it. I felt whole again, I know that sounds strange but it was another part of me that I had found again.
After 15 years of not hiding the fact that I smoke or sneaking my parents cigs I have found ecigs on my own and I love it more. Because I can do it in my house again, I feel better and though I can't really taste a whole lot of the flavor in the juice I know it's there and every now and again I do get a hint of the flavor.
But today I learn that my vendor is closing shop for awhile. I know it's suppose to be until they figure out the credit card issue or they find another way to accept payments, it could be something else that I don't know of, but what if they don't. What if the government shuts it all down...I'm scared...I've never done illegal drugs but I'm sitting here picturing this being the next illegal drug. Here I go, down to the local corner "hey, I need 5ml" Dealer: 10 bucks. Me: "what? last week was only 5"....Will it come to this? If so, how far off from this are we? I can't go back to analogs, for many reasons.
I am sorry that this is long winded, but I just wanted other to know (IF they share my same worries) that they are not alone, and IF I am the only one...well then I'm sorry I wasted your time.
