Thank you to everyone who has commented, it really means a lot, and I was worried some trolls/bullies were going to get on here and say crazy things and freak me out even more. I would have went to the ER, or called a doctor as many suggested, I simply cannot even afford it at the moment (thank you obummercare).
I believe what happened here is that I vaped A LOT on Sunday, really a lot in an rda around 40 watts at 3mg, which I am not really that accustomed to doing all day. I didn't get nauseous from that or dizzy or anything. But I definitely took in a lot of nic that day.
I usually just chain vape my subtank at around 12-15 watts at 3mg. Yesterday, I was up very late and I wanted to get a few recipes steeping. I also don't think I vaped nearly as much as I did Sunday. I think I could of had nicotine withdraw symptoms (which some can feel the same as an overdose), pair that with my wonderful disorders, and I had a full blown panic attack (which I have had hundreds of times in the past and have always been able to control with my medication). For some reason, I was unable to get myself under control because I was having all of these crazy feelings that I assumed were associated with OD symptoms. I think maybe just knowing some of the nicotine overdose symptoms, I started to believe that it was actually happening to me, even though I have made thousands of ml's in the past without any problems except whenever I open my nic, it ALWAYS burns my eyes, I have noticed the burning more so with PG nic, than the VG nic. I always hold it about a foot away so I am not directly over it.
Anywho, today I am feeling a little better, I am kind of out of it, va bit fatigued, and still a little on edge, but nothing like yesterday. The cold tingling numbness in my arms and legs had went away for the most part after about 4 hours, as well as the rapid heart beat, right before I was finally able to calm myself down and finally get some sleep. The mind works in mysterious ways I suppose. Today I have mainly just been vaping 0mg just to be on the safe side, although I am extremely irritable! I have taken a few puffs here and there of 3mg at 12 watts, seems to be helping me some with my irritability.
Again, thanks to everyone who commented and tried to help me in anyway possible. It really means so much. I cannot thank you guys and gals enough. For anyone that has anxiety/ptsd/panic attacks, or has any loved ones suffering from these conditions, I thank you greatly for your kind understanding.
I believe what happened here is that I vaped A LOT on Sunday, really a lot in an rda around 40 watts at 3mg, which I am not really that accustomed to doing all day. I didn't get nauseous from that or dizzy or anything. But I definitely took in a lot of nic that day.
I usually just chain vape my subtank at around 12-15 watts at 3mg. Yesterday, I was up very late and I wanted to get a few recipes steeping. I also don't think I vaped nearly as much as I did Sunday. I think I could of had nicotine withdraw symptoms (which some can feel the same as an overdose), pair that with my wonderful disorders, and I had a full blown panic attack (which I have had hundreds of times in the past and have always been able to control with my medication). For some reason, I was unable to get myself under control because I was having all of these crazy feelings that I assumed were associated with OD symptoms. I think maybe just knowing some of the nicotine overdose symptoms, I started to believe that it was actually happening to me, even though I have made thousands of ml's in the past without any problems except whenever I open my nic, it ALWAYS burns my eyes, I have noticed the burning more so with PG nic, than the VG nic. I always hold it about a foot away so I am not directly over it.
Anywho, today I am feeling a little better, I am kind of out of it, va bit fatigued, and still a little on edge, but nothing like yesterday. The cold tingling numbness in my arms and legs had went away for the most part after about 4 hours, as well as the rapid heart beat, right before I was finally able to calm myself down and finally get some sleep. The mind works in mysterious ways I suppose. Today I have mainly just been vaping 0mg just to be on the safe side, although I am extremely irritable! I have taken a few puffs here and there of 3mg at 12 watts, seems to be helping me some with my irritability.
Again, thanks to everyone who commented and tried to help me in anyway possible. It really means so much. I cannot thank you guys and gals enough. For anyone that has anxiety/ptsd/panic attacks, or has any loved ones suffering from these conditions, I thank you greatly for your kind understanding.