Thank god you're here and reading this! Any of you & all of you. This may be long, so I apologize.
I'm abt to give up giving up smoking. Its been 20 yrs and my health is really suffering. I tried to quit a dozen times and was never successful... patches, prescriptions, cold turkey, tapering, etc. After awhile I just decided that I was a "lifer" and would have to learn to deal with that. Then I found hope again with the invention of the e-cig. I've bought cheaper models and it was like sucking air, only not as good! Now, I'm a smart freakin consumer, I research the CRAP outta everything before I decide to purchase. But buying my first real kit is going to be expensive (I'm unemployed, too) plus I'm losing my patience/hope, so I really have to hit the nail on the head the first time I buy a kit.
This has made things extremely frustrating ... because as u all know, there are hundreds/thousands of threads here & a plethora of info. I've been reading non stop daily for a few months now, and honestly I feel like I am NO CLOSER to making a final decision/purchase. I always *think* I've decided but then I continue reading & hear abt something else that might work better or some factor I hadnt considered. I'm not even sure I can do this, really. I'm terrified that I cant. It sounds too good to be true. With the increasing number of god awful ones I keep trying and trying, I'm starting to think this might not be a viable option.
Here is what I'm looking for as far as help ...
I have smoked Newport menthol 100s for ages now, & as some of u may know, there really isnt any other cigarette quite like a newport. They are VERY strong. Nothin I try can even come ANYWHERE NEAR close enough to feeling like I can be successful. They all have very little to NO throat hit ... that's probably the MOST important thing to me. I have to *feel* it. Secondly, I need to find a decent menthol, preferably something as close to Newports as possible. If I can find a reasonably priced starter kit that gives incredibly strong throat hits then I'd be willing to spend the time/money trying many different flavors until I find one that works for my taste. I didnt want to start off with something too wacky because I know that I have to come as close as possible to the looks/feel/taste/ritual of real smoking or I wont persue quitting. At this point tho, I'm so desperate that I think I am much more flexible as to the size/weight/etc ... I figure the biggest Id like to go is the size of a cigar or something (not a cuban! lol) I also cant spend more than $100, and preferably MUCH lower than that. I dont evn know if I can find something of quality for $50-$75.
Any advice is IMMENSELY appreciated. I am overwhelmed with all this info and I just need the help and guidance of the pros.