i read it... cornfused?!?
Cigarette butts suck, right? They are nasty and disgusting and they suck. Well, so does finding out you are in Junior High. People being pleasant but you being the .... of the background jokes. That sucks too, I think. I hated Jr high and my motto there was "trust no one, one day you get to die." So, thanks to those of you who were genuinely kind,. I have no idea who you are. I guess I can thank those of you who lied, if you gave me information to stop smoking etc. I don't mind saying I'm getting more done. I don't mind saying I'm back to "trust no one." I don't even mind saying I am crying a lot. Why should that be any more embarrassing than anything else I wrote? I'm sure I will recover if I made it through Jr. High the first time. I can't imagine doing what you did to someone, myself, I can think of very few people I talk about behind their back. So thank you ECF for saving my life from smoking, It's harder to say thanks for the rest. I guess we'd all agree the game would be less fun since I have discovered I am wearing the dunce hat finally. Maybe some of you feel bad but probably not. That's okay too, really it's on your conscience not mine. I can't quite comprehend why anyone would bother wasting their time on me, but I guess when you hate someone enough, that's what you do. So I wanted to say goodbye ECF and thanks for the good you do. But, l don't trust a single one of you. So don't bother, I may come by but it will be in silence. Really just being banned would have been kinder.