Oh MY I just found out like, my VA has "coverage issues" (with the numbers of SA diagnosed folks in the clinic, it matters little if there is one person or zero. We kinda need 100.) LOL. But yeah I have to put my Vacation Time in 90 days ahead of time. LOL there goes Christmas (LOL I think this year might be the "winning" year streak. "No Mom, I cannot come at Christmas I couuld't get hired in time." "Call in sick?" "Call in sick for a week a CHRISTMAS??")
I think I will put in for some in about 90 days with the title "If I am Still Alive" Celebration. No. Probably not. I will title it, "The coverage celebration that does not involve MY overtime."
Or something simple like, "PTO, Random." Man. Today was rough. I am like um,. well it was a week. My trainer was helpful. She also BOLTED from the office like a freaking rat out of a trap, but like I wills say she has been doing that job like 14 years but ALSO she is made of stern WVA Army stock. So well, we shall see.
I got home late. I was ambushed by trainings I was unaware of. I found out I could do trainings at home I was and was not relieved. I mean they seem to want 40 clinical hours and 20 like uh, 40 training hours but I am sure it will be what it is. I gave up on yoga but in part because we had a discussion on healthy coping versus rigid coping and since the husband fixed the floor what is one day of rest between 3 days off. Etc.
I am gonna wind up doing it a 4 am again. Oh well, sleeping better.
I have decided to start a simple league of simple music for the chronically overstressed. Like, I give you the following example. Not that original in fact barely so. Has whatever meaning you need to ascribe to it, deep, tragic, spiritual whatever you need to get you
through the drive home. Can sing along on first listen by halfway through verse one. Somehow vaguely appealing maybe even staying power if you don't listen too much. Perhaps I shall call it, "You need a Union/Your Union is not working drive home don't die" Playlist.
My little brother would revoke my internet privileges but I plan on not sending this to him. He wouldn't get it.
Anna