I've always had a weird relationship with smoking. I can pick it up and quit instantaneously, but whenever I'm around people who smoke, I often do as well, and then I continue the habit in private until I quit again, whenever the need arises. I have no craving for analogs, and I imagine the taste would be gross as well as the smell if I tried it again.
When I switched to an e-cig the first time, I had no desire to start smoking again until I was with someone who brought it up. Then I got hooked on the habit, and when I got my eVic I dropped it and haven't touched it since. Given that this time around I've put a lot more money into vaping, I am scared that I'll pick up a pack of analogs and abandon my mod.
It's just anxiety, I suppose. Playing with settings and juices this time around is fun for me, and becoming a bit of a hobby so maybe I shouldn't worry so much, but it's good to be prepared for that first time around smokers.