Lisalisa, I agree that true Christianity is not a religion. It is a personal relationship with Jesus Christ. It is His calling, and whooing you to Himself. That's what makes true Christianity different than mans religious notions. I know how you feel about not going to church. I've been there time and time again but I do think there are seasons that the Lord leads us to a certain church not just for our personal edification but also have an effect on others. I did not want to join the church we are going to now but I wanted to go for my sons benefit and my daughter and her husband who is a young Christian also joined and it has been very good for all of them. I, however, am wrestling with it still. I here messages along the lines of Thou shalt not smoke, Thou shalt not drink, be like me I do this and things that I know don't fully agree with the Word and it urks me deep deep down. I feel like I must be a liver or some strange part of the body of Christ. I drink and make wine but am totally against any drunkeness. I smoke about 6 cigs a day. I never smell like smoke nobody ever sees me smoke or drink. I quit for several years and started back and my health was dramatically improved. Even friends at church talked about how my skin looked brighter and asked what I was doing.LOL I had quit not because I felt led by God but because I had been pressured by man and that I think was a sin. I planted a vineyard and told the pastors wife "I make wine" the first time they came to visit when we were talking about joining the church. I decided I was not going to hide the fact that I drink wine because it can easily be proven by God's word that is is not wrong to drink, though it is wrong to be a drunkard.
Gen 14:18 And Melchizedek king of Salem brought forth bread and wine: and he was the priest of the most high God.
1Ti 5:23 Drink no longer water, but use a little wine for thy stomach's sake and thine often infirmities.
Eph 5:18 And be not drunk with wine, wherein is excess; but be filled with the Spirit;
Anyway, I think I will end up having to say something to chase away legalism, but I'm not good at speaking up.
Gen 14:18 And Melchizedek king of Salem brought forth bread and wine: and he was the priest of the most high God.
1Ti 5:23 Drink no longer water, but use a little wine for thy stomach's sake and thine often infirmities.
Eph 5:18 And be not drunk with wine, wherein is excess; but be filled with the Spirit;
Anyway, I think I will end up having to say something to chase away legalism, but I'm not good at speaking up.
When I was able to go, my pastor told me that Dr. Rogers was his favorite. He is deceased, now, but they still play his sermons every Sunday. Man....God is using this man's anointing to teach a world, even though he's not here. Who of us has a testimony like that! Well, none of us since we're all still alive.
(I'm just joking around, for you who don't know me!) 