Lisalisa, I agree that true Christianity is not a religion. It is a personal relationship with Jesus Christ. It is His calling, and whooing you to Himself. That's what makes true Christianity different than mans religious notions. I know how you feel about not going to church. I've been there time and time again but I do think there are seasons that the Lord leads us to a certain church not just for our personal edification but also have an effect on others. I did not want to join the church we are going to now but I wanted to go for my sons benefit and my daughter and her husband who is a young Christian also joined and it has been very good for all of them. I, however, am wrestling with it still. I here messages along the lines of Thou shalt not smoke, Thou shalt not drink, be like me I do this and things that I know don't fully agree with the Word and it urks me deep deep down. I feel like I must be a liver or some strange part of the body of Christ. I drink and make wine but am totally against any drunkeness. I smoke about 6 cigs a day. I never smell like smoke nobody ever sees me smoke or drink. I quit for several years and started back and my health was dramatically improved. Even friends at church talked about how my skin looked brighter and asked what I was doing.LOL I had quit not because I felt led by God but because I had been pressured by man and that I think was a sin. I planted a vineyard and told the pastors wife "I make wine" the first time they came to visit when we were talking about joining the church. I decided I was not going to hide the fact that I drink wine because it can easily be proven by God's word that is is not wrong to drink, though it is wrong to be a drunkard.
Gen 14:18 And Melchizedek king of Salem brought forth bread and wine: and he was the priest of the most high God.
1Ti 5:23 Drink no longer water, but use a little wine for thy stomach's sake and thine often infirmities.
Eph 5:18 And be not drunk with wine, wherein is excess; but be filled with the Spirit;
Anyway, I think I will end up having to say something to chase away legalism, but I'm not good at speaking up.
Gen 14:18 And Melchizedek king of Salem brought forth bread and wine: and he was the priest of the most high God.
1Ti 5:23 Drink no longer water, but use a little wine for thy stomach's sake and thine often infirmities.
Eph 5:18 And be not drunk with wine, wherein is excess; but be filled with the Spirit;
Anyway, I think I will end up having to say something to chase away legalism, but I'm not good at speaking up.