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Sun* oh my goodness that is simply beautiful Sun* oh my thank you so very much for that Sun i just love it!! Oh what a special one OH i see you are quite the image finder yourself that's for sure! oh i have to take time and really search for you * My, i just love that it is here !*Thank You* big {{{{{hugs}}}} to you * love, Pri xxoxo here's a sun catcher for you meanwhile*

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Jerry! oh how beautiful goodness you ALL get some of the nicest images ! She is just beautiful ! thank you so and we will all enjoy it ! Good for you Jerry* VOTING IS SO IMPORTANT!! I did already all done! and Enjoy your lunch! It's early for visitors it was great to see you Have a fantastic day! {{{{{hugs}}}} thank you once again that so very sweet of you*

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Sorry I was MIA. Migraine got the better of me. Bad night. :-( The short time I was online I couldn't even think straight to give any movie preferences. And so guess that was a sign I had to block out everything and suffer. Heh.
I used to go to the neurologist but then my insurance stopped so I couldn't get my prescriptions so I stopped those. Maxalt was my saviour, since I could take that at the first sign, feel like death for 10 minutes and then poof magically all better.
But it's so wonderfully sunny right now and I feel better for the meanwhile so that's lovely!
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The visiting LNA should be here any second now for my mom, so I'll have to go help out now. Then, I've got tons of cleaning and other stuff to do. Let's see what actually happens... (meaning, I'll avoid chores and piddle around online...) :p
 

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Hello Flarg! Great to see you and oh I understand* goodness those migraines are just awful so sorry you have to suffer with them * {{{{hugs}}} and so sorry you dont have the meds you need too* I hope something works out there for you ..and Jerry is right that is so wonderful that you help care for your mom and he does his father...very special to do that..* I don't blame you for wanting to 'fiddle' around a bit! and i am glad it's sunny there for you ! Can i bring you a song? or did you want to chat ?

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Hi Flarg! You came back i wondered...and yes i checked they only have it on yutube in 7 parts..they don't have the whole movie..but they do have the cartoons ....i think they are just adorable they make me smile! Can i bring you anything at all Flarg? and i hope your mom is doing better*

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By the way i saw the first one and it is adorable ! Love their voices too* darling* They did a great job .....SO how are you doing.. did you get all of your house work done..i have to vacuum yet ..hate doing that one!! But you had a busy day! PS Flarg..if you want to chat or whatever..feel free to please...and I don't bite I promise* {{{{{hugs}}}} hope you come back again!

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Heh. I'm no good daughter by any means.
If anything, all I've done is make for more pain and suffering. I've caused her much anger and grief, which only hastens her decline. All the while, my selfishness begs for her to keep living and not give up. But this doesn't line up with me trying to pursue my own life, one I've never really had. Other relativities say this is a short time in my life, enjoy my time with her while you can. But it's been over 10 years now. And I have no clue how I'm going to deal with it once it comes. And I don't want it to come any time soon, but stupid realities with paperwork and forms and meetings and decisions and stuff I just don't know about and don't want to deal with.

On my birthday this spring she was transferred from the hospital to a nursing home, and that afternoon the admissions coordinator was meeting with me (and this lady wished me a happy birthday welcome) wanting to know what her burial and funeral plans were. First time that ever came up in a professional setting (my mom always has threatened doctor assisted suicide, and I do know that one aunt already purchased burial plots or headstones or something for her sisters, and I knew she was being treated by the palliative nurse team through visiting nurses), but still. She's 55. It's my birthday. Go away. Crappy birthday. Just another day.

There's so much to this story, so please forgive the slanted view those few sentences above might project.

I've only folded and put away like a handful of laundry items. The bed in the guestroom is piled so high with clean laundry that needs folding and putting away. It would seem like an easy task I suppose, but I need to clean up and clear out the places to put that clean laundry, in addition to the sorting and folding it epic task. All these various steps for completion can seem quite overwhelming at times. And the laundry issue is the easiest of tackles compared to everything else. Gawd. See what I mean? Not a good daughter at all. The house is a mess. I am a mess. I only make messes. And add those messes to my list of messes to clean up.

And I've got a whole second life 500 miles away that is crumbling without me there.

Pity party ranting over. Gunna try and do something remotely productive. Hopefully. Sad horn exit. Wap wahwahwahwahwaaaaaah.
 

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Oh Flarg sweetheart* I understand that truly i do...goodness of course it's upsetting very much so with all you have been through..goodness what day 'that' must have been on your birthday too of all days Oh my I am so sorry and no it's not your fault at least not in my opnion Flarg...we all try our best and that is all we can do and then hope and pray for the best. You are close to your mother as am i. That makes this even more difficult when at the same time her illness takes so much of your 'life' away from you. SO it's sort bittersweet* And a LOT of sad and bad feelings come along with that. You may have concentration or other problems that make it harder for you to do the daily housework and that is NOT your fault* Never forget that Flarg...and you told me you don't have the insurance anymore for the Dr or meds..that is not good either...aww I am sorry about that and i hope you can get it somehow. Until then of course you need some diversion to clear and take your mind off of the troubles and stress,. IT's all understandable to me it really is. I get into all kinds of moods you could ask Redd oh wow she could tell you the moods i have!! It's hard when anyone has anxiety or depression or trouble concentrating or all of these things.. I wish there was something i could do and please know you can come here and chat anytime. I am glad you shared that and got that out. You may be surprised how much it helps too.* Maybe chatting or music or a movie Redd could post for you as well* Please don't hesitate to come and to ask ok* As long as i am around ..there are times when i nap but mostly i am here and of course RL ! But you know what i mean feel free and i will see it and reply to you Flarg..hang in there..you are trying under very difficult circumstances and i think doing a wonderful special thing too* Aww the biggest {{{{{hugs}}} to you sweetheart* lots of love too, Pri xoxoxox PS Flarg..always keep HOPE ..it's an important thing to keep close* oxoxoxxo

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