What?? I lost that loving feeling??

Ahem...I came here those 2 nights over Thanksgiving but you weren't here.

I chatted with SD.
Meanwhile, this could be the cause. j/k It's just a poem I posted on the beach too.
Angel of Dread
she looks down with sympathetic plea
speaks behind her masked mysterious grandeur
thus confounding my state of torture
she wields polished instruments of pain that
prod and ..... me so - and I long to escape
but am consigned until she lets me go
the merciful cherub hovers concentric circles
at center I'm confined to mechanical chair
locked in a helpless reclined stare
she has me at my most vulnerable for I
must confront pain without gritting teeth
but the suffering is self inflicted - I return for more
with few I share my most inner secrets
but she shines the light on my bad habits
and failures compounding the humiliation
yet her perfume congregates the sterile room
eyes closed I feel her breath as if exhausted balloon
my angel of dread who empowers my daily bread
compromised with fear and loathing
the eyes rolling, my sedated mind does wander -
I'm in love with my dental assistant