Hey, everyone, sorry I've been less active here. Been really depressed lately. School is getting really stressful, as it's the end of the year, and in the back of my mind I know if I could just go back to drugs I'd feel better.
I want it so bad, and it never harmed me, just ...... my family off... I just...
.... life, man, this .... is too .......n difficult for me. I hate this feeling of incompetence.
You can do it Obsid!!!! There are a lot of us that like you would love to just throw in the towel because it is easy to just feel good. But think about how far you have come. Just the fact that you are able to it there and say oh I could just do (insert good feeling substance of your choice) instead of automatically turning to it shows that you have concurred something HUGE!!!! That feeling of incompetence is a lie, and you are so much better than that lie. So don't give up, don't break down we all have your back.