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Hi you all, still very busy with personal RL stuff but just had time to say hi and hope you all are good and all! Very beautiful Redd all of that just beautiful and good to see Hypno, Peek, Jag, jj, El tecolote, Rhp and you too Fant! Miss seeing pri though and hoping that pc comes together soon and hope you are well and good and all!

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Hey, everyone, sorry I've been less active here. Been really depressed lately. School is getting really stressful, as it's the end of the year, and in the back of my mind I know if I could just go back to drugs I'd feel better.

I want it so bad, and it never harmed me, just ...... my family off... I just...

.... life, man, this .... is too .......n difficult for me. I hate this feeling of incompetence.
 

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Hey, everyone, sorry I've been less active here. Been really depressed lately. School is getting really stressful, as it's the end of the year, and in the back of my mind I know if I could just go back to drugs I'd feel better.

I want it so bad, and it never harmed me, just ...... my family off... I just...

.... life, man, this .... is too .......n difficult for me. I hate this feeling of incompetence.

You can do it Obsid!!!! There are a lot of us that like you would love to just throw in the towel because it is easy to just feel good. But think about how far you have come. Just the fact that you are able to it there and say oh I could just do (insert good feeling substance of your choice) instead of automatically turning to it shows that you have concurred something HUGE!!!! That feeling of incompetence is a lie, and you are so much better than that lie. So don't give up, don't break down we all have your back.
 

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You can do it Obsid!!!! There are a lot of us that like you would love to just throw in the towel because it is easy to just feel good. But think about how far you have come. Just the fact that you are able to it there and say oh I could just do (insert good feeling substance of your choice) instead of automatically turning to it shows that you have concurred something HUGE!!!! That feeling of incompetence is a lie, and you are so much better than that lie. So don't give up, don't break down we all have your back.

Thanks Peek. Wish I lived in Colorado, life would be easier :p

I just miss the social interaction. I haven't left my house for friends in months. I hate this alone feeling.
 

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Try not to think of it as being alone. You are just focusing on what you need to do like school. I know it sounds dorky but school and getting ready for the next phase in life are a top priority for you right now. It seems like hanging out and having a great time with friends comes and goes in phases. So there will come a time where that is what you do, but for right now life is taking you in a different direction. And when life does that it is best to just go with it. If you try to fight it then you end up in some bad situations, trust me that is where Murphy and his gang like to wait and the sucker punch you when you are really low!! :)
 

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OBSI WE WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU!!


When tears of sadness streaks your face,
You are not alone.
When you feel lost and out of place,
You are not alone.
When it seems you can't carry on,
And everything you do is wrong,
You are not alone.
When nothing can seem to spoil your day,
You are not alone.
When it seems like you made it through,
But there's no one to share this feeling with you,
You are not alone.
You'll never be alone when we around.
we'll cheer you up when you are down,
And whether you are happy or feeling blue,
we will always be there for you.
So when you feel alone and in dark.
Just keep us in your heart,
And you will never be alone.



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