I am not making light of the people that Chantix or any other Rx may help...I was mearly pointing out that if quitting with prescriptions mean I will kill my wife and crap my pants, I will keep smoking! Soooooooo many pill are on the market with a laundry list of horrible side effects far worse that the thing they are meant to cure and it makes me sick. Sure the lawyers are the reason those labels are there, but that is because taking that stuff can cause one or all of those things. I vaped on my Blu kit and quit the first day, come to think of it...since starting vaping, I don't think I have felt even the slightest bit of rage and I am pretty sure I haven't pooped my pants once! That's enough for me...
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), but that exponentially changed as the chantix doses ramped up. The first week as it built up in my system I had the whole Technicolor dream experience where everything was hauntingly surreal and extra vivid. About half way through the second week as the full dosing level built up in my body I found out what night terrors are *shudders*. I always figured it was just a bad adult nightmare that people blew out of proportion. I was wrong, so very, very wrong. I still clearly remember the first one and how it felt like it was still just a dream, but I felt fully lucid and mobile. I felt the walls closing in on me and that I was going to be crushed to death (I've been in a few close calls and know that feeling of impending death). There I was desperately attempting to claw my way through my bedroom window as it clearly felt like the only path to safety. Outside that window was a 2 story drop to a bank of air conditioners... that would not have ended well. Thankfully my GF (probably as terrified and confused as I was) managed to shake me to my senses and reality returned. No fade away, no grogginess like I had just woken up, just changed like the blink of an eye except I had the cold sweats and the decline after an adrenaline rush. I didn't go back to sleep because I never wanted to experience anything like that again. I stopped taking it and made sure to schedule an appointment with my doctor the next day and dreaded going to sleep for the next several days because I knew it would take a little time to cycle that horrific medication out of my body. Needless to say, I spent the next week sleeping downstairs on the couch. Fortunately there was only one more episode and it was far less vivid than the first, but still absolutely terrifying. by the time it all was out of my system everything was back to normal and I've had no issues since thankfully. Based on personal experience I refer to it at the night terror pill and would never recommend it to anybody. I'm glad for the people who were able to successfully quit by using it and came out the other end unscathed, but I just feel there are far to many possibilities for problems. Remember, 5 out of 6 people get to walk away from a game of russian roulette, the 6th person however...