I had to jump in here. All of your stories ring true with me one way or another.
It wasn't a last straw, it was a whole bale of last straws that continued over 35 years of smoking.
It * started with the loss of vocal range. I am a singer. Suddenly, the higher notes were *gone*. Still didn't stop.
* It's living in a state that is absolutely fascist about smoking. Our governor ran on a "no new taxes" platform and then promptly initiated a $.75 per pack "use fee," even though we can't smoke anywhere.
* It was watching my father at age 74 die of lung cancer. And yeah, we hospiced him at home, so I got to watch the whole amazing process, the loss of something like 2/3 his body weight, the agony from the cancer (kids, it's real painful), his inability to rise from the bed.
* It was becoming friends with a man who has serious COPD who is even now, dying from it.
* It was watching a beloved lady friend, a woman who is like a second Mom to me in the hospital with congestive heart failure, complicated by COPD.
* It was losing my ability to function in the bedroom.
* It was stench on my breath, clothing, hair, and in every room of my home (even in rooms I don't use for smoking areas).
* It was the generalized (and I still think, rude and unfair) public condemnation of smokers which turned us all into third-class citizens.
* It was cost, most of that cost coming from unfair and excessive taxation.
** Actually, I had given up the idea of giving up smoking. I figured I would just accept the junkie's destiny, die painfully and out of breath before my time. Like a ...... or ....... addict, I had accepted that I never would be free. Ever.
Then the lady friend came out of the hospital and got herself a KR808. She let me borrow it.
I am not making health claims, nor am I claiming that the vaporizing is a way to quit smoking. God knows that would be illegal; after all, even with an 86% failure rate, the gum, Chantix, Zyban, Wellbutrin, Commit lozenges and Nicoderm are legal cessation aids. Of course, Fostering Death and Agony (FDA) folks won't even consider vaping a way to quit. I guess the Big Pharma lobbies and Big Tobacco really *are* that powerful, making our employees fail to do their jobs.
But you know what? Here's some anecdotal evidence that the FDA can shove up their actuaries. I quit. I'm breathing better. Yeah, I'm still a nicotine addict, but I find myself using lower and lower nicotine strengths just as a matter of course. I feel better, and I'm very glad to read that all of you are sharing in this same joy and success.