Like a good book you just can't put down, I've now read the entirety of your blog...heavens above! What a catalogue of persecution and bullying! You sure do need some kind of 'jerk-alert' monitor or something to save you from unsupportive boyfriends and inconsiderate housemates.
Yes, I clicked on the profile because it had a pretty face on it, but quickly became engrossed in the blogs. Drawing from my own past experiences, I had a lot of "yea...I can relate to that" moments. So just wanted to say, you have a talent for a well laid out story, and perhaps should pursue a career in writing
Also, well done on keeping with the quitting regime. I too have given up giving up many times, and I feel that continuing to try even if years go by inbetween, is a good step forward, and perhaps testament to our fortitude in the face of adversity!