Hi MrsP0721. As others have said: it's still early days. 37 days may seem an eternity when making such an important change in our lives. It's the double novelty: adjusting to vaping and adjusting to not smoking. It is very normal to feel vulnerable (and ......) at times. Many others on this forum have been through it. Months ahead you'll be surprised at how much you achieved. You already have reasons to be proud of yourself. Keep well and all the best!