Chief, tell us about your friend, if it's not too painful. Maybe it'll help you to talk about it, what your friend meant to you, that kind of thing. Some years ago, I lost a very good friend -- she was way too young -- and I felt all sorts of emotions, even anger (not at her, but in general). Sometimes it helps to get it off your chest.
She live across the street from me. When we were young. I use to play with the two brothers. She usually tagged along.
The problem I have is that on December 25, she complained about chest pains. A friend took her to the hospital. Major
problems, she flat lined once, they reviver her then emergency surgery to put in a stint. Flat lined again. Revived again, then a major blockage. Passed away.
The father did not tell the children until the 26th. They tried to call her. She left behind 8 year old twins (boy/girl).
I don't blame the father for what he did. I believed in doing the same. Let the children have Christmas.
Right now I still cant believe it. I don't know what I feel. Its tearing me apart!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I been hugging Elektra alot.