I was, until I found the right words to be able to explain all of it coherently. Even my husband was impressed with the transition. I think he was also a little embarrassed about the new "toy", but he is also thinking I should just stop now. But I have this thing about my personal well-being is not on anyone's timetable but mine, so back off.
I'm 62 years old, I'm entitled to endulge myself a little. I think I've fullfilled all my expected duties and then some to everyone else for years and years. Right now I have to be about my own business, like it or not.
I was stoked!! Because I had just stepped away from a 44 year long habit that was killing me, and I feel alive for the first time in years. I think when people saw how I felt, more than what I was doing, they were indeed interested. Then I discovered that there was a highly-respected person in the background of our social circles that was also "vaping", he is a Vietnam Vet and a Biker, and don't mess with him. (And a super nice, quiet guy, as well.) So I was safe, unbeknownst to me. Who was going to be the first one to let loose with a smart remark..NOT..so people really were interested in the mechanics of the e-cig, had never seen one like mine (Janty Stick). I think the technology is very credible, even now in it's relative infancy. And the "biker" says I'm ok, too. That should count for something. But yes, I hear remarks too, "you still sucking on that thing?" Well, obviously...duh