Thanks to all of you for helping me and answering my questions. I want to be aware so when I come across some difficulty, I can dig deep, take a big breath and say, "I can get through this, I can do this".
Tomorrow is a big, emotional day/night for me- I am a fifth grade teacher and my students' "graduation" is tomorrow and I am going to be a wreck (this year's children are the loveliest bunch of students I have had in a long time) . I charged both my units and filled them; fingers crossed I'll make it!
Thank for being supportive and helpful!
Honestly for me it was the habits that go with smoking and not the smoking itself that gave me trouble.
THe HABIT of the morning smoke. I handled it with a strong menthol vape first thing in the morning. 10 minutes and its done.
The After supper cig. Well I just make a ritual of a nice dessert vape after supper much as some people do brandy. Sort of a ritual thing.
Like I said earlier going outside to smoke. ok so why NOT go outside to vape now and then?
Most things I have found workarounds to.