No pix ever...As someone who will never post pics due to a restraining order intact after a decade, listen to the man. Do not sell yourself out now. Later it will fup your world. Be the real you, follow your true instincts. Ask yourself what the 10 year old you would do and that is probably the right way to go. Remember, your kid will eventually see how you are allowing yourself to be treated and that will matter. A lot.
