I'm hanging in there...more or less at the moment just going through the motions....and putting on a good face for my girls...

yesterday Avery thought Ruqaya was still at school all night

today she asked if I brought her home but didn't ask where she is....not sure what she thinks is going on but is confused and a little worried that her sister isn't here...I'm still not sure where she thinks she is at....
kya said she likes it there and she did open up to me a bit more today about what's been troubling her so that's good...
tomorrow we have family counciling at 2pm and then of course visitation at 5:30 to 6:30
hoping tomorrow they'll be able to say about how long they think she'll be there
my boss is trying to be understand but at the same time is a bit upset because she's trying to make the schedule and I can't promise what i'm available (or if i'm available) but I'm trying my best to work with her with what given info I have...but if she really gets pushy I don't care, my kids well being comes first and if I have to I'll just take fmla and use my vacation time and then she'll have to do without me until whenever I decide to come back to work......
anyways...sorry all but I'm really exhausted hopefully see ya'll tomorrow