C'mon guys, deep breaths. Paladinx used to irritate the heck out of me at first but then I realized that he is attempting to take a objective view and that isn't a bad thing. We may need a Devils Advocate.
So this thread got me thinking about the day I became addicted and I will never forget it. It was one of the most horribly sick and miserable moments/evenings in my life. I was young maybe 12 and I had somehow gotten myself a carton of unfiltered cigarettes and chain smoked them one evening, mostly to impress this older girl.
I remember lying spread eagle in the floor feeling like I was spinning faster and faster and it just wouldn't stop and I can't begin to describe what a horrible feeling it was. I remember staggering to the bathroom and barfing my guts out. I cannot even begin to describe how bad it was. I'm 41 now and it left enough of an impression that it will never go away. This thread with the list of nicotine OD symptoms made me think of that again, ech.
Did anyone else experience something this bad when they started smoking or did most people start gradually?