My fears confirmed.
i just did something that i havent done in over 5 years of vaping...
i named all my vape stuff...
Donald Trump!!!
LOLz
i named all my vape stuff...
Donald Trump!!!
LOLz
The bestest (and firstest)
DO listen to this one !
DO listen to this one !
Somehow, Michigan was not high on my list of places to go, let alone Detroit.
To be fair, I guess a lot of folks feel that way about Baltimore, heck, even I probably would not choose to go back, etc.
I also have no desire to visit Arkansas either. We drove very briefly through Iowa on our honeymoon. It was taxing. Internet was not a thing then. We listened to a program on mosquito larvae and it was rather edifying. Did you know that larvae can survive 3-5 years of DROUGHT?
I know everything has its purpose and everything but like, I often wonder what would happen if mosquitos went extinct and I am SORT OF willing to find out.
Did you know there is a ski slope in Iowa? Yeah, me neither. It looked SHORT.
Ooops what I meant to say (Hi @Bronze !) was that I, too have a Lost Vape. Well no, not a Lost Vape in that sense (I do have 2 mirages, and like, I am SO glad I replaced them with three ML Class vapes, they are The Greatest, so STURDY) but I have lost a setup. A rather beloved setup. It's here in this house-- somewhere, and I have been looking but so far, no luck.
This has not happened to me in 3 plus years of vaping? I can't decide if it's a sign I have too many setups or perhaps you know, early onset Alzheimer's.
I kind of wish I had lost it at work, man, that is a lot less acreage to plough, as it were. Plus, my vapes never leave my purse while on premises.
Anna
To be fair, I guess a lot of folks feel that way about Baltimore, heck, even I probably would not choose to go back, etc.
I also have no desire to visit Arkansas either. We drove very briefly through Iowa on our honeymoon. It was taxing. Internet was not a thing then. We listened to a program on mosquito larvae and it was rather edifying. Did you know that larvae can survive 3-5 years of DROUGHT?
I know everything has its purpose and everything but like, I often wonder what would happen if mosquitos went extinct and I am SORT OF willing to find out.
Did you know there is a ski slope in Iowa? Yeah, me neither. It looked SHORT.
Ooops what I meant to say (Hi @Bronze !) was that I, too have a Lost Vape. Well no, not a Lost Vape in that sense (I do have 2 mirages, and like, I am SO glad I replaced them with three ML Class vapes, they are The Greatest, so STURDY) but I have lost a setup. A rather beloved setup. It's here in this house-- somewhere, and I have been looking but so far, no luck.
This has not happened to me in 3 plus years of vaping? I can't decide if it's a sign I have too many setups or perhaps you know, early onset Alzheimer's.
I kind of wish I had lost it at work, man, that is a lot less acreage to plough, as it were. Plus, my vapes never leave my purse while on premises.
Anna
Yeah, I don't remember learning to walk.
I do remember learning to bike, though. My parents taught my older brother to bike by putting him on one then shoving him down a hill. A hill with TREES on it. By the bottom he could ride a bike
They took me too that same hill, and tried to do the same thing. I think by the bottom like, I needed a trip to the pediatrician and some "anti PTSD" pills (which I did not get.)
They did the same think skiing but like snow is a lot softer. It wasn't quite as traumatizing.
Oddly enough I turned into SUPER biker I would bike hundreds of miles in a week. I had way to MUCH energy back then. I wish I had it back. I am doing yoga today. I am also calling my doc and going to tell her I want an endocrinologist referral. I remember feeling freaking normal like I wasn't going to pass OUT all the time. I'm done with this Synthroid crud. It's like.... It's like what I imagine Walter White's stuff to the stuff out here by me which is of extremely poor quality and no one should ever consume.
I mean, they do consume it, but they like, don't want to.
THIS IS WHAT I DON'T GET. So, my thyroid was suppressed and there is (APPARENTLY not everyone believes it) a SLIGHT possibility that I might get a touch of osteoporosis (I am NEVER getting osteoporosis I am STURDY man) or that I might have a heart attack or something. Like really small chance, way in the future.
Why am *I* not allowed to go, "Okay, I will take that chance, thank you very much." I mean it's MY being. I'd rather be like NORMAL now, and then if I have a heart attack in the future well, we'll.... SEE what happens. My mom used to always cheer me up when I was like having fears that I would wind up untreated, homeless, and pushing a shopping cart full of cats around (EVERY seriously mentally ill person has that fear, BTW) in my old age after the husband is like gone, she would say, "Oh honey, your siblings love you, your son loves you, they wouldn't let that happen."
It used to be vaguely comforting, only based on my sibling and family behavior, as far as I'm concerned, none of them would NOTICE. So a heart attack might mean an insurance pay out for the kid instead of a horrible BURDEN.
Yeah, I can get natural thyroid hormone it's not even a real drug. You can get it many places. It's not even a crime.
Maybe I just need to like, find a new doc, not let them have records and stay away from the whole TSH test which is fairly MEANINGLESS.
Yes, I could go see some super specialist who BELIEVES in natural thyroid and like, get him to run a billion tests out of pocket that prove I am fine... OR, I could just take my meds and never mention my thyroid to a medical professional AGAIN.
Tempting. I could also, of course, just get my pdoc to prescribe it to me because he's like "all that matters is that your T4 is not too high" and mine is actually LOW.
Biking down that hill was a LOT more hazardous, let me tell you.
Anna
I do remember learning to bike, though. My parents taught my older brother to bike by putting him on one then shoving him down a hill. A hill with TREES on it. By the bottom he could ride a bike
They took me too that same hill, and tried to do the same thing. I think by the bottom like, I needed a trip to the pediatrician and some "anti PTSD" pills (which I did not get.)
They did the same think skiing but like snow is a lot softer. It wasn't quite as traumatizing.
Oddly enough I turned into SUPER biker I would bike hundreds of miles in a week. I had way to MUCH energy back then. I wish I had it back. I am doing yoga today. I am also calling my doc and going to tell her I want an endocrinologist referral. I remember feeling freaking normal like I wasn't going to pass OUT all the time. I'm done with this Synthroid crud. It's like.... It's like what I imagine Walter White's stuff to the stuff out here by me which is of extremely poor quality and no one should ever consume.
I mean, they do consume it, but they like, don't want to.
THIS IS WHAT I DON'T GET. So, my thyroid was suppressed and there is (APPARENTLY not everyone believes it) a SLIGHT possibility that I might get a touch of osteoporosis (I am NEVER getting osteoporosis I am STURDY man) or that I might have a heart attack or something. Like really small chance, way in the future.
Why am *I* not allowed to go, "Okay, I will take that chance, thank you very much." I mean it's MY being. I'd rather be like NORMAL now, and then if I have a heart attack in the future well, we'll.... SEE what happens. My mom used to always cheer me up when I was like having fears that I would wind up untreated, homeless, and pushing a shopping cart full of cats around (EVERY seriously mentally ill person has that fear, BTW) in my old age after the husband is like gone, she would say, "Oh honey, your siblings love you, your son loves you, they wouldn't let that happen."
It used to be vaguely comforting, only based on my sibling and family behavior, as far as I'm concerned, none of them would NOTICE. So a heart attack might mean an insurance pay out for the kid instead of a horrible BURDEN.
Yeah, I can get natural thyroid hormone it's not even a real drug. You can get it many places. It's not even a crime.
Maybe I just need to like, find a new doc, not let them have records and stay away from the whole TSH test which is fairly MEANINGLESS.
Yes, I could go see some super specialist who BELIEVES in natural thyroid and like, get him to run a billion tests out of pocket that prove I am fine... OR, I could just take my meds and never mention my thyroid to a medical professional AGAIN.
Tempting. I could also, of course, just get my pdoc to prescribe it to me because he's like "all that matters is that your T4 is not too high" and mine is actually LOW.
Biking down that hill was a LOT more hazardous, let me tell you.
Anna
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