But, she would have to know it was me. I have her work email and like, that's not so easy to get. IDK. Maybe she has a "church" email though, that would be sweet. Maybe I should just ah, let go of it, but if she couldn't PROVE it was me.....
Nah, it's still mean, her life is hard enough. She got promoted to "Director" of "Whatever" from what she was and it was 3 weeks before COVID and like, she isn't smart enough for a Director-ship not to mention something about that title turns you into.... a cross between a very angry parent who has just found out their kid is selling themselves for drugs and Attila the Hun. It never fails. I have had people I actually LIKED enter a directorship, and they immediately change.
It must be a really, really impossible job or something. I bet you there was a "Director" of "The Great Wall of China" and I bet that person poisoned things.
OH! Speaking of poison! I finally said to the husband "Is there a REASON you like, are so fixated on poison? Did your live in ill girlfriend try to poison you or something?"
He was like, "She cooked me some food but she wouldn't eat it. That was unusual. Then I got very sick for a very long time."
I was like, "Um... was this before or after you were blind drunk that one time and she began screaming at you "You don't know how to love! You don't know how to love!" until you lost it and began choking her to death, then like, DID choke her and she wasn't breathing and then you performed CPR and she woke back up?"
He was like, "Yes."
I was like, "You did not TELL her this happened, SURELY?"
He was like, "Yeah."
I was like, "Okay I get the two of your were in a very unhealthy codependent relationship. There is this thing called common
sense though. If you try to kill your girlfriend in the heat of rage, DO so, change your mind, RESSUSITATE her, and then remain in the relationship like, YOU DESERVE to get poisoned. I'm sorry. I am so glad you are like way ahead of me in sobriety because *I* would have *successfully* poisoned you our left. Were you TRYING to get her to leave/die?"
ALSO THIS IS NOT HIS WORST SOBRIETY SECRET THE ONE YOU AND YOUR SPONSER take to the grave together.
I have to admit I am more than a WEE bit curious. Maybe I don't want to know though. I mean he was into real life PA hills Satanism for a while. Maybe there was an infant murder.
Normally, I think the things I imagine are worse than the real thing, in this case I am NOT so sure.
Anna