The husband sprayed for roaches before he left. Oy. I suppose it's good.
I am in a deep spiral of self-loathing that I will lose my job for no reason at all. It's okay, you don't have to help. It's either gonna happen or not and really my thoughts on the matter are useless.
I made it through my partial work day, Dr. Head Guy "on vacation" showed up for some sort of meeting.
Which like, I left before it ended. Whatever horrors await me (or not) can wait.
I just hate me because even if you do everything right, you lose. Even if I have a decent EEOC case (and I believe I do) I still lose. Because I love it here, I loved that job, and being fired from somewhere you love is way worse than somewhere you like. Really. I have been so fired from a job security escorted me out with my stuff. While it WAS unpleasant I was not crying any tears of "OMG I love this job so much and I got fired."
Premature? Maybe. Still. Yoga soon. Like five minutes Sigh.
Anna
I am in a deep spiral of self-loathing that I will lose my job for no reason at all. It's okay, you don't have to help. It's either gonna happen or not and really my thoughts on the matter are useless.
I made it through my partial work day, Dr. Head Guy "on vacation" showed up for some sort of meeting.
Which like, I left before it ended. Whatever horrors await me (or not) can wait.
I just hate me because even if you do everything right, you lose. Even if I have a decent EEOC case (and I believe I do) I still lose. Because I love it here, I loved that job, and being fired from somewhere you love is way worse than somewhere you like. Really. I have been so fired from a job security escorted me out with my stuff. While it WAS unpleasant I was not crying any tears of "OMG I love this job so much and I got fired."
Premature? Maybe. Still. Yoga soon. Like five minutes Sigh.
Anna