Sigh. I know. Of course, if I lose my job, I can then sue them. LOL. Not for this but the other stuff is sort of workable.
I just.... I will stop taking this stuff, set my alarms, take some Ritalin in the morning and I should know by the time I reach BISBEE DEATH ZONE (there are two lanes of traffic each way, and on either side is a railing. Because there is a GIGANTIC MINE drop off on either side. It's absolutely horrible. Then, there is a tunnel.
I should know before then if I can drive. I don't think Mr. A being here would really fix this right now,
I just told the "Unlocked encounters" lady to go F herself again. I hate having work email on my phone. She was all like "I see a bunch of emails here that weren't responded to and so I am unlocking them again" like ALL .....y. I do NOT think I am the worst with that, but maybe. IDK. My last coder left, so I can't exactly demand an accounting or probably it happened while I was off on FMLA. I should look.
Anyway I was like, "I'm so sorry I am out sick today. Also I have a morning meeting in Sierra Vista tomorrow. So I will do everything within my power (short of picking up my work computer HERE) to like, (I did not include the first parenthesis) get them done before they auto lock. I will notify you either way."
I hate her a whole lot. One day, in an unlit room with no mikes, I would like to tell her what I think of her. It would be so withering, I believe she might actually have a heart attack. Doing CPR would be difficult. Of course, she'd hate it too but the CPR people are like, "They puke, prepare yourself for PUKE" so it might be worse for ME. IDK.
OH THANK GOD my doc just called, meds should be ready soon. So, this should be fine. THANK GOD.
@FranC I do get your point though, It's not so much ALL THE CRAP that happens, it's just DOING it without your partner who has been around for like 17 years pretty much, and trying to work AND maintain a household alone and a job and whatnot. Even when I was single with the kid, I was living in my mom's basement so tasks could be delegated. I know you get it and you think the husband should be here. I SO wish he was.
It's kind of humbling in a way, I am used to being TOUGH but like.... This whole thyroid mess just KICKED my ..... I mean, in Sierra Vista before that I WAS tough and all. It's just the..... Sigh.
Anyway, I can take my last dose of non poison at my usual time, and like, then get up tomorrow, probably fine. Heck, I am goinna take one AT the pharmacy in an hour then gas up my car, set alarms, put air in my tires and do all that before I even EAT.
I have this great black coat that hides a multitude of dress crimes because I am not bathing, although maybe that might be, you know, good.
I would tell Mr. A to leave it, or at least let the painters PAINT inside, but there are things he's in the middle of that he has to finish. No one else would actually know HOW. I wouldn't mind asking the painters to paint the inside, but at this point... .there is hardly any POINT you know?
I don't think my work is going to be angry or upset: I mean, people get sick, I have sick days. Most of my sick was under FMLA so they are legally NOT ALLOWED to hold it against me, and HR knowing what they know about what I could DO? It won't be so bad. I am just so SICK of being ILL, but getting my meds right will be cheering. I bounce back. I always do.
I just NEED to figure out the alarm issue. That is a problem. Perhaps slightly AFTER I figure out how to find my .... to wipe it. LOL. So, before dinner but after gassing up the car etc.
Anna
I just.... I will stop taking this stuff, set my alarms, take some Ritalin in the morning and I should know by the time I reach BISBEE DEATH ZONE (there are two lanes of traffic each way, and on either side is a railing. Because there is a GIGANTIC MINE drop off on either side. It's absolutely horrible. Then, there is a tunnel.
I should know before then if I can drive. I don't think Mr. A being here would really fix this right now,
I just told the "Unlocked encounters" lady to go F herself again. I hate having work email on my phone. She was all like "I see a bunch of emails here that weren't responded to and so I am unlocking them again" like ALL .....y. I do NOT think I am the worst with that, but maybe. IDK. My last coder left, so I can't exactly demand an accounting or probably it happened while I was off on FMLA. I should look.
Anyway I was like, "I'm so sorry I am out sick today. Also I have a morning meeting in Sierra Vista tomorrow. So I will do everything within my power (short of picking up my work computer HERE) to like, (I did not include the first parenthesis) get them done before they auto lock. I will notify you either way."
I hate her a whole lot. One day, in an unlit room with no mikes, I would like to tell her what I think of her. It would be so withering, I believe she might actually have a heart attack. Doing CPR would be difficult. Of course, she'd hate it too but the CPR people are like, "They puke, prepare yourself for PUKE" so it might be worse for ME. IDK.
OH THANK GOD my doc just called, meds should be ready soon. So, this should be fine. THANK GOD.
@FranC I do get your point though, It's not so much ALL THE CRAP that happens, it's just DOING it without your partner who has been around for like 17 years pretty much, and trying to work AND maintain a household alone and a job and whatnot. Even when I was single with the kid, I was living in my mom's basement so tasks could be delegated. I know you get it and you think the husband should be here. I SO wish he was.
It's kind of humbling in a way, I am used to being TOUGH but like.... This whole thyroid mess just KICKED my ..... I mean, in Sierra Vista before that I WAS tough and all. It's just the..... Sigh.
Anyway, I can take my last dose of non poison at my usual time, and like, then get up tomorrow, probably fine. Heck, I am goinna take one AT the pharmacy in an hour then gas up my car, set alarms, put air in my tires and do all that before I even EAT.
I have this great black coat that hides a multitude of dress crimes because I am not bathing, although maybe that might be, you know, good.
I would tell Mr. A to leave it, or at least let the painters PAINT inside, but there are things he's in the middle of that he has to finish. No one else would actually know HOW. I wouldn't mind asking the painters to paint the inside, but at this point... .there is hardly any POINT you know?
I don't think my work is going to be angry or upset: I mean, people get sick, I have sick days. Most of my sick was under FMLA so they are legally NOT ALLOWED to hold it against me, and HR knowing what they know about what I could DO? It won't be so bad. I am just so SICK of being ILL, but getting my meds right will be cheering. I bounce back. I always do.
I just NEED to figure out the alarm issue. That is a problem. Perhaps slightly AFTER I figure out how to find my .... to wipe it. LOL. So, before dinner but after gassing up the car etc.
Anna
