WHY DOES MY BOSS CALL ON 9:30 SATURDAY NIGHTS? IS SHE TRYING TO RUIN MY LIFE?
I mean.... WTF. She calls and says we are OFF furlough, and then we have just one of the most obnoxious conversations. She's like "We have to move you out of that office." Also, nonsense about my phone and "social distancing." So I say, "Fine boss lady WHATEVER and I suggest the treatment room next door and note they are NEVER always in use." SHE is the one who INSTRUCTED me to sit there, BTW. I was like, "That's not a good place."
Then she accuses me of having too much productivity. WHA????? The dreaded emails were about HOW LOW we could go NOT how high. Then she accused me of "stealing" patients. I was like HUH:? She was all "We might have you just see the ones that come in." I was like, "That will be none of them now there is a case in Douglas, I guess." Anyway I EXPLAINED I was JUST trying to be helpful and when directed sent patient tasks to my peers as directed and ALSO was JUST trying to help and HOLY GOD etc. I mean.... It's ridiculous honestly. I have DOCTORS in over 2 hours away CALLING me and saying "I hear you are really good at telehealth can you help?" SO I DO and not only THAT I SAY to the guy, "Have my colleague so and so call some for you too, she can hill for the call if she does a welfare check and THEN schedule you." Which is EXACTLY what happened. HOLY JESUS I am trying to help EVERYONE. There is NO TIME for some stuff in a crisis you DO.
If anything my boss should like, make me her sidekick I ONLY SUPERVISED the entire Pima County Wide Community line and dispatched Crisis teams and everything. Yeah, no biggie no organization required."
Stealing patients? More like GIVING away hard won secrets because you DO YOU SHOULD. Jesus everything I do I share with EVERYONE this freaking
thread KNOWS MAN.;
God though I was trying to wind down to sleep I think I am gonna like, Take TWO ambien now I am so exercised. She was like "I can't have you doing this well." Etc.
It finally got to this. ME: "Are you upset with me director? I feel as though of late you are."
"I am sorry you feel that way." (ZERO AFFECT)
"As a therapist of 23 years, well, you are telling me to believe what I do. But are you upset with me? You didn't answer."
"I am not upset with you." (ZERO AFFECT.)
No,. I am not HAVING this there are folks you just let MANAGE a crisis and leave it alone you really have to. Every pedes doc in Douglas loves me, I don't know what the problem is.
In any case I'm considering emailing her calmly tomorrow and saying "Gosh why Monday am, surely you should go see the people HAVING TROUBLE." Etc. Also, perhaps emailing MY ACTUAL supervisor who is quite pleasant. AND DIrector's bosses "Why are you trying to undermine my productivity?"
I mean, I don't care I could sit in a room and do IBH only sessions all day probably but I am NOT HAVING THIS OH HELL NO WAY.
Argh I want to smoke and also take two Ambien which I just MIGHT because I am so mad I could SPIT BLOOD at that demon.
I am considering emails at 10:30 way past my bedtime when like, I could have been ASLEEP. That call was inconsiderate dude but that lady don't want to like call tomorrow morning she will be in church.
Anna