I forgot this. When I was much younger I stepped on a mostly rotted tree that had fell. The ground bees most have had a nest there cause they stung the crap out of me.
It depends on the lemon flavor and on the cream you use. FE Lemon doesn't fade. It can stand up the steeps needed for creams that need a steep. Some creams need 2-4 weeks to reach their peak. FLV Cream needs about 2 weeks (it is fine after a week, but better with 2). INW Lemon Concentrate and Lemon Mix don't fade much either. FE Lemon is really the best to use for anything that needs a steep. I find that VTA Sweet Cream (less sweet than FLV Cream) doesn't change with a steep so is the perfect cream for S&V.
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Quite a haul!!
I do feel better very shortly here I am bathing. Then it's cleaning time like under the couch, is where I will start, since I appear to have found a workable coffee solution. Glad I started thinking OUTSIDE the box.
We are planning to go visit Show Low over the weekend. IDK if it is too soon, but to me it kind of makes sense except it's a 5 hour trip from Douglas so we'd have to stay overnight. IDK if that's possible or how. We don't have a car we could both sleep in, although I think I could keep us fed and watered with a cooler I have a lot of experience, dood. Maybe we can rent some cabin for the night or SOMETHING. IDK.
My sis confirmed what I thought and said the Trustees probably wouldn't care but if they did if I'm not going back, I'd have to do the EEOC thing and I likely could and even find a lawyer to take it on a contingency basis,, but she could not begin to tell me how many of such cases go through the federal courts and the person has wasted so much time only to lose and to be paid at a paltry rate and my state is an at will employer. I'm not on a contract.
Oh, my student loan got put on automatic deferment thanks to COVID. So I get my money back and it goes back into remission after like, I am back on SSDI,
I must say I have a lot to thank COVID for, really. I mean imagine if this happened AFTER we bought land in Douglas and before my work and supervisor had shown their TRUE COLORS? If I didn't have the decision, "I'm done here, and it's okay, really."
So yeah I am more upbeat. My body is JUST TIRED as is the husband's. I was on a very intense adrenaline rush. I think my sis gets it because she sees the cases. She keeps telling me just to REST and use the entitlements I am ENTITLED to. I don't think anyone who knows me thinks I am faking. I keep crying at unexpected moments but like, I think that's good. I did not cry for like 15 years once (my mom was like hysterical and insane for years on steroids for her illnesses and me and my sis used to have to talk her out of suicide twice a week, which is sort of.... unpleasant. One day I just looked at her and went "If that is crying, I am not going to do it."
But that wasn't so good because then the alternatives were self injury. For a few years I like burned the soles of my feet with cigarettes. It was the best of stealth and with every step, you feel it. It was pretty messed up, but so was I. So I think crying is fine. My spiritual mommy had to train me in how to cry again, she like, made me watch sad movies and think about events in my life, LOL. I still feel a vague sense of shame when I do it, but eh. WE SHOULD be tired, we are barely arrived here as a couple and now we are thinking move.
IDK if I should wait, I guess what I find out online will help me decide I just have this feeling about things and stuff.
Anna
We are planning to go visit Show Low over the weekend. IDK if it is too soon, but to me it kind of makes sense except it's a 5 hour trip from Douglas so we'd have to stay overnight. IDK if that's possible or how. We don't have a car we could both sleep in, although I think I could keep us fed and watered with a cooler I have a lot of experience, dood. Maybe we can rent some cabin for the night or SOMETHING. IDK.
My sis confirmed what I thought and said the Trustees probably wouldn't care but if they did if I'm not going back, I'd have to do the EEOC thing and I likely could and even find a lawyer to take it on a contingency basis,, but she could not begin to tell me how many of such cases go through the federal courts and the person has wasted so much time only to lose and to be paid at a paltry rate and my state is an at will employer. I'm not on a contract.
Oh, my student loan got put on automatic deferment thanks to COVID. So I get my money back and it goes back into remission after like, I am back on SSDI,
I must say I have a lot to thank COVID for, really. I mean imagine if this happened AFTER we bought land in Douglas and before my work and supervisor had shown their TRUE COLORS? If I didn't have the decision, "I'm done here, and it's okay, really."
So yeah I am more upbeat. My body is JUST TIRED as is the husband's. I was on a very intense adrenaline rush. I think my sis gets it because she sees the cases. She keeps telling me just to REST and use the entitlements I am ENTITLED to. I don't think anyone who knows me thinks I am faking. I keep crying at unexpected moments but like, I think that's good. I did not cry for like 15 years once (my mom was like hysterical and insane for years on steroids for her illnesses and me and my sis used to have to talk her out of suicide twice a week, which is sort of.... unpleasant. One day I just looked at her and went "If that is crying, I am not going to do it."
But that wasn't so good because then the alternatives were self injury. For a few years I like burned the soles of my feet with cigarettes. It was the best of stealth and with every step, you feel it. It was pretty messed up, but so was I. So I think crying is fine. My spiritual mommy had to train me in how to cry again, she like, made me watch sad movies and think about events in my life, LOL. I still feel a vague sense of shame when I do it, but eh. WE SHOULD be tired, we are barely arrived here as a couple and now we are thinking move.
IDK if I should wait, I guess what I find out online will help me decide I just have this feeling about things and stuff.
Anna
You both have a right to be tired. Being worried can pretty much drain you. Still hoping things work out good
I actually don't have too many complaints about my life. It's been a wild ride that's for sure. I have had a successful marriage for 15 years and I still love my husband, well, probably MORE than the day we met, so that is nice. Especially since we had to overcome a lot, but I no longer expect perfection from any human GOD. LOL. I have a son who is so WONDERFUL, he was the perfect gift to keep me living, and I have decided I want to continue. My family loves me and supports me well most of them. LOL.
I'm not throwing in the towel to the point where my brain is permanently busted. I know there are plenty of things I can do, and I'm GOOD at my job. They did not break me and AMEN to that. I believe in myself so eh, that's a good thing. There's nothing worse than a firing which leaves you crawling out of the company with your brain in pieces and it happens more than you'd think.
I am not psychotic, I am not in a psych unit, I have never been to jail and I certainly may have deserved to, I am resourceful and I am alive, with no permanent damage other than my teeth, and it was worth it I will say it every time.
I am not smoking. I cannot wait to encounter Show Low. Okay in a sec here it's chores and whatnot.
But no, while I am sad about certain aspects of my employment and some people I will miss? I am safe, now. I am on FMLA. They cannot deny me, furlough me, or steal any of my benefits. I am frozen in time. FMLA is a good thing.
Anything that happens now doesn't apply to me. LOL I was out a day last week and I STILL came in second on encounters.
These people can have their opinions if they wish. And if they think I will not send a goodbye email to the entire staff, well? IDK I might want a few doc's references. Especially the doc who complained about the Ibuprofen he said he would reference me "anytime." So IDK maybe not.
It's all good though, I mean what can you do besides plod forward,
I do know, I will be asking some folks for references, to see. Perhaps not yet, as I well, don't wish to be accused of malingering or whatever but who knows.
Anna
I'm not throwing in the towel to the point where my brain is permanently busted. I know there are plenty of things I can do, and I'm GOOD at my job. They did not break me and AMEN to that. I believe in myself so eh, that's a good thing. There's nothing worse than a firing which leaves you crawling out of the company with your brain in pieces and it happens more than you'd think.
I am not psychotic, I am not in a psych unit, I have never been to jail and I certainly may have deserved to, I am resourceful and I am alive, with no permanent damage other than my teeth, and it was worth it I will say it every time.
I am not smoking. I cannot wait to encounter Show Low. Okay in a sec here it's chores and whatnot.
But no, while I am sad about certain aspects of my employment and some people I will miss? I am safe, now. I am on FMLA. They cannot deny me, furlough me, or steal any of my benefits. I am frozen in time. FMLA is a good thing.
Anything that happens now doesn't apply to me. LOL I was out a day last week and I STILL came in second on encounters.
These people can have their opinions if they wish. And if they think I will not send a goodbye email to the entire staff, well? IDK I might want a few doc's references. Especially the doc who complained about the Ibuprofen he said he would reference me "anytime." So IDK maybe not.
It's all good though, I mean what can you do besides plod forward,
I do know, I will be asking some folks for references, to see. Perhaps not yet, as I well, don't wish to be accused of malingering or whatever but who knows.
Anna
I hope most of the people realize and know what trolling and spamming is. Lately too many of both, again here as watching the latest post. Greetings and stay safe.
I prefer mine fried also.
I’m really on the fence about ordering the RF blackberry. It’s just not my top priority to find a better blackberry. I really can live without one.
Better not have been the Dani in its beautiful new sleeve.
Thanks what I was thinking too.
Fran, you would be proud. I mixed stuff today. Coffee mix is in the books!
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