Think of your gear as a NDD, which is a term I coined, or maybe I didn't, but I'm claiming it here.
NDD is what, you say?
Nicotine Delivery Device
Just like a cigarette, but without the 4000 other chemicals that you really don't need.
And the smoke and the smell, well, you already know about that.
There is other brain chemistry involved, as well.
How can a cigarette calm you down and also wake you up at different times?
It's all brain chemistry, receptors, and synapses.
Remember, you really don't NEED a cigarette.
You WANT one.
As far as not being satisfied, others have advised you to up your nic, and I agree.
The machine is a NDD.
Yours needs a tune up.
Get it running just right and you'll be smiling.
A month or two from now after you've settled in and found your sweet spot, you'll look back on all those cravings and stressing about cigarettes, and ask yourself, "What was I thinking?"
Your head is like a bad neighborhood, you shouldn't go in there alone".
We are here for you, and as I would hope, you'll be here for us.
You know, as soon as clear thinking and logic returns.
Welcome to the community. Lots of good people here.