I struggled myself with depression for some time. I don't know if it was as bad as yours or not but it was there. I was wondering if you've tried any of the aroma line which has mostly pg? If that doesn't work then perhaps you might consider some snus portions for those days you can't vape the wta. I've known a few ladies that use it. The mini portions are very discreet.
Yes, I have some Virginia WTA, but I really find tobacco flavors more and more distasteful, the longer I'm away from smoking -- I used to think that was all I would ever want, but boy was that wrong. The only time I really care to vape Virginia anymore is maybe 3-5 hits after eating, and when I get those less and less frequent cigarette urges -- then, 3-5 hits of the Virginia is just what the doctor ordered, but it just tastes nasty to me most of the time. There's no way I could do snus; it grosses me out just to think about it. But even the Virginia WTA's 70/30 is far too much VG for me, so I have to mix it with my regular Virginia that's 85% PG.
But, today I got my latest orders of blueberry muffin ejuice, in 90% PG this time; I also just got some concentrated flavoring, and sweetener, from Wizlabs. So, what I think I can do, is dilute the best berry pancakes WTA with a LOT of PG, mix it with my blueberry muffin ejuice, and add some extra flavoring and sweetener to make up for the heavy PG dilution; that way I will still be able to get the WTA I need, without all that nasty VG to clog up my breathing, and it will still taste good. I'm vaping a little of my WTA mix right now that I mixed last night, which has a lot of PG in it, and this afternoon I added some sweetener; it tastes good, and the heavy PG in the mix seems to be treating my lungs ok, and for the moment at least, my state of mind has moderated somewhat. The depression is kinda up and down, I guess that's the "mood swings" component, but at least I don't currently feel like going to sleep and never waking up. Score!
Andria