It’s been a rough week or so. Hopefully the stress will be over tomorrow. The unknown is always scary.
tiggs I think you can use some of what wrote into your book but wait a few months or so please.
See know I have to explain myself, native American not with the black hair. as I am a mix of French, german, Italian, greek, taught the best martial arts in the world, and asked to take a live in my youth as a teen and walked away, I figured the hit at around 700,000 for time, delivery supplies. that is my training. Yet I walked away. My ex knew this and saw how strong I was, too strong for her and guess to tall I do not know. Perhaps scary because of my abuse father.
He beat me with a belt for over an hour for comic books, but not belt but clasp and needle
through the pants. That had my legs and tush bleeding as he kept beating me. Finally after over an hour my older sister screamed. "Stop!" My mom scared and doing nothing as he beat on all of us and I his favorite toy, but to be honest why did my mom sit and watch eating crackers and drinking her diet coke?
His problem of abuse and I told a friend and counselor at school calls CPS, does this calm him no.. at the dinner table all of family he grabs me by the throat and chokes me in front of my mom and my sisters. He a part of the texas rangers and Amarillo police and his hatred to others to me. I hope that made some
sense.
Many hurt us, while we hurt no other. So we need to crawl, walk. But most breath like Blue says.
I wish him to hell, my abusive father; and her to for allowing it to happen to me. I have scars. And he made she stand by on his … I have no words.
None did anything to us, but my father free on the outside an abusive bad man. Tell me where is justice? His day in hell may be with me and I will be glad for it.