Now that I'm coming up on a month since I last had a cigarette and I'm getting used to thinking of myself as an "ex-smoker", I'm looking back over the previous phase of my life and the habit I'm leaving behind. Even though I'm glad to be getting a divorce, I must admit there are some things I'm going to remember fondly about my 32-year marriage to tobacco.
1. Sitting in a diner or luncheonette and enjoying a smoke with a cup of coffee. This has not been allowed here in New York for many years but I still enjoy the memory of those introspective moments.
2. Smoke breaks. Since I've gone from taking a cig break once every hour or so to vaping pretty much constantly all day, my nicotine intake is no longer an occasion for a pause in my daily routine.
3. The instant camaraderie with other smokers standing outside a bar, club or workplace. On the other hand, I've often been buttonholed into conversations I didn't want (usually with obnoxious drunks) and it IS very nice not having to go outside to satisfy my craving unless I want to. So perhaps this one cancels itself out.
4. Certain rituals centered around tobacco, such as visiting Nat Sherman's elegant store in midtown Manhattan at Christmastime and treating myself to a pack of their fine cigarettes - or, in earlier years before all the punitive taxes, a couple of cartons.
5. Using the Zippo lighter I've owned since the early '80s, the smooth one-handed flick-open/strike/flip-closed motion that became second nature over 30 years, the sound it made and the smell of the lighter fuel.
6. The sheer satisfaction of a good smoke. I haven't found that yet with vaping but it's early days yet.
What I'm not going to miss:
Everything else.
All in all, I think I'm better off.
1. Sitting in a diner or luncheonette and enjoying a smoke with a cup of coffee. This has not been allowed here in New York for many years but I still enjoy the memory of those introspective moments.
2. Smoke breaks. Since I've gone from taking a cig break once every hour or so to vaping pretty much constantly all day, my nicotine intake is no longer an occasion for a pause in my daily routine.
3. The instant camaraderie with other smokers standing outside a bar, club or workplace. On the other hand, I've often been buttonholed into conversations I didn't want (usually with obnoxious drunks) and it IS very nice not having to go outside to satisfy my craving unless I want to. So perhaps this one cancels itself out.
4. Certain rituals centered around tobacco, such as visiting Nat Sherman's elegant store in midtown Manhattan at Christmastime and treating myself to a pack of their fine cigarettes - or, in earlier years before all the punitive taxes, a couple of cartons.
5. Using the Zippo lighter I've owned since the early '80s, the smooth one-handed flick-open/strike/flip-closed motion that became second nature over 30 years, the sound it made and the smell of the lighter fuel.
6. The sheer satisfaction of a good smoke. I haven't found that yet with vaping but it's early days yet.
What I'm not going to miss:
Everything else.
All in all, I think I'm better off.
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