I realized that there is a drastic difference between a habit and a hobby. It occurred to me the other day when I was completely frustrated to the point of giving up vaping and felt guilty with all the time and resources I have put into it in such a short period of time. Then it occurred to me that vaping indeed fits much more into the hobby category than smoking ever did.
Smoking is a habit plain and simple. I would buy a pack and light one up and enjoy the few minutes it lasted and discard. Rarely did I contemplate trying a new brand or a different method of smoking. There were no peaks and valleys of frustration and excitement (health concerns aside). I just continued smoking to satisfy my need to smoke.
Vaping is a ride I did not imagine at the time I decided to try it. There are times where I am so frustrated that I want to throw everything away and be done with it. There are other times where I enjoy it immensely and look forward to the next option to explore. I was caught in the frustration rut recently and was just wishing I could find the perfect set-up that would allow me to enjoy vaping on a consistent basis and forget about all the other options. Then it hit me that this is the difference between vaping and smoking (at least for me). The more I thought about it the more I realized that it was similar to all my other hobbies that have occupied my life from time to time. Fishing, reading, exercising, collecting, etc. all have this same cyclical nature about them. Extreme enjoyment and utter frustration take their turns as the hobby progresses.
Now I just decided to enjoy the ride and not be so concerned about the final destination. This is in fact a hobby that happens to replace a habit. And for now I am fine with that.
Smoking is a habit plain and simple. I would buy a pack and light one up and enjoy the few minutes it lasted and discard. Rarely did I contemplate trying a new brand or a different method of smoking. There were no peaks and valleys of frustration and excitement (health concerns aside). I just continued smoking to satisfy my need to smoke.
Vaping is a ride I did not imagine at the time I decided to try it. There are times where I am so frustrated that I want to throw everything away and be done with it. There are other times where I enjoy it immensely and look forward to the next option to explore. I was caught in the frustration rut recently and was just wishing I could find the perfect set-up that would allow me to enjoy vaping on a consistent basis and forget about all the other options. Then it hit me that this is the difference between vaping and smoking (at least for me). The more I thought about it the more I realized that it was similar to all my other hobbies that have occupied my life from time to time. Fishing, reading, exercising, collecting, etc. all have this same cyclical nature about them. Extreme enjoyment and utter frustration take their turns as the hobby progresses.
Now I just decided to enjoy the ride and not be so concerned about the final destination. This is in fact a hobby that happens to replace a habit. And for now I am fine with that.